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Translated (Czech) hockey interviews

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For hockey old-timers:

(from Czech "without cliches" website. Very long story; Pittsburgh years are discussed there are well - I put that i bold letters in the DEEPL translation)

Jiri Hrdina: "F@#$!%ing Lucky Guy"

Either google translated (with pictures):
https://translate.google.com/translate? ... -lucky-guy" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;

Or better translated through DEEPL.COM (every ****="F@#$!%ing" :) )
Spoiler:
**** Lucky Guy

Peripherally, I noticed her starting at me. He was waiting for me and wanted to show me who was boss. That some **** European wasn't gonna prove himself in his league.

I played my first NHL game for Calgary a few days after joining the team, in early March after the 1988 Olympics. Against the Philadelphia Flyers, probably the toughest team in the league. They had Rick Tocchet, one of the most feared players at the time, who could score and pass. He was scoring a lot of points, he just had a streak where he scored almost 20 points in five games. He was on fire, and he was proving it with some devastating hits and some brawling. Just a terror. The kind of dude you don't want to meet at full speed in the middle of the field.

Now he was coming at me to take me down.

I braced myself... We slammed into each other, total collision.

And I was the one who kept going. Tocchet probably thought he'd have an easier time with me, but I was used to fighting. Although it wasn't so common in European hockey at the time, I didn't mind the physical play. If nothing else, in every game with the Russians we tried to cut them as much as possible, which I really enjoyed. I always wanted to hit one.

Tocchet ended up with a dislocated shoulder.

Moments before that, I passed to Jim Peplinski for the winning goal, and he and Joel Otto put me on the line. For that reason alone I would have considered my debut a success, but by not dodging Tochcett and instead flattening him, I immediately made a big mark on the boys. This had even more impact than any assist.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

When I watched the game on TV, even the commentators appreciated how I showed that I wasn't afraid. The journalists also wanted to know how I managed to stand up to such a hard hitter.

I felt that I had attracted attention, and they immediately started to take me on.

Even with that story, I always say that everything was smooth in my career. Smooth. No major setbacks. I experienced a complication maybe in the army, when it was agreed that I would go to Jihlava, but Trenčín, despite expectations, did not take the Lukács brothers together and reached for me. But even there it had its meaning for me from a hockey point of view. Otherwise, I played an important role everywhere since I was young, I was good everywhere. In Sparta and in the national team.

And today, when I tell someone in America that I have three Stanley Cups from five seasons, and only four complete ones, they laugh at me for being a lucky kid.

"**** lucky guy," to be more precise.

A power forward who could finish and combine. That was mine. That's the way I always wanted to play, and that's the way I did. I quickly built up a lot of respect in our league, and because I'm a pretty emotional guy, there was no shortage of situations where things got pretty heated around me. For example, our fights with Jirka Seidl from Pardubice were popular among people, and we went at each other every time we played each other. Because I didn't avoid the places where it hurt, I gradually got smarter even in situations that at first glance seemed to be just about brute force. I knew how to steady myself when someone was coming at me, how to get the puck out of the mêlée in the corner.

In the national team, Vlada Ruzicka, Pavel Richter and I created the ideal line for hockey at that time. Pavel was an amazing technician, Ruzha was a skilled center with a feel for the pass, excellent on the bullpen. He didn't get into fights too much, but that's what I was for. We worked well together, and I impressed NHL scouts with my style of play. At that time, however, we and the Russians were drafted in the last few rounds because they knew we would never play for them anyway. At the beginning of the 1980s, there was still no indication that things were going to change in our country, and the only way to go overseas was to emigrate.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

In June 1984, I learned from the Voice of America, which we listened to, of course, that I had been picked up by the Calgary Flames, but it was immediately clear to me that defection was out of the question. I already had a family and the thought of never seeing them again haunted me. Officially, the comrades only let you go abroad on merit. You had to be 30 years old, and you had to be a world champion. When we managed to win it a year later, I figured that after the Olympics in '88 I'd be good to go. That's what I've got my eye on.

I didn't know much about the NHL. We all devoured The Hockey News, the hockey bible in our day. Anyone who came across it anywhere in the world was taking it home. One issue would circulate in countless hands. But I didn't see my first game until my first national team reunion in Pribram, where Coach Bukač played us a videotape of a Philadelphia Flyers playoff game.

Unbelievable fight.

In the summer of 1987, everything was settled, Cliff Fletcher, the Flames' general manager, came to Prague to see me, and I left for Calgary, where the Olympics were taking place, with a signed contract and with the understanding that I would stay. The tournament didn't go well and I was glad I didn't have to come back, because the failure at home was blamed on me, that I was already in the NHL. That wasn't true, who knew me, knew that I always did everything to win when I stepped on the ice.

While the guys were leaving, I just walked through the corridors of the Saddledome to transfer my gear to another cab and then the driver took me to my hotel. There I lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling, my head full of thoughts about not really knowing what was in store for me.

But what the hell... I'll put on what I can and, worst case scenario, I'll go back to Europe. I've come to terms with that knowledge within myself.

Still, I was nervous as hell at the first training session. No sooner had I opened the locker room door than it dawned on me what I was doing there. I thought of everyone around me as absolute pros and I didn't know if I could ever count myself as one of them.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

I did what felt natural to me. I walked around everyone and shook their hand. Since I've always had a bit of a firmer grip, I learned from the guys in hindsight that they appreciated it. They sensed the right kind of confidence from me.

My introductions even resonated so much that it became a ritual, and I went around the booth before games to encourage everyone.

Joey Nieuwendyk or Lanny McDonald were dudes, the team's workhorses, who took to me immediately. My new line mates Jim Peplinski and Joel Otto or Timmy Hunter did too. So did Hakan Loob, the Swede I started living with, who was a tremendous help from the start, explaining what the NHL was all about. But there were also those who didn't like my arrival. I could sense the animosity from them because they felt I was there to take their spot.

For example, a week after I arrived, they traded the then young Brett Hull to St. Louis.

Anyway, I felt terrible at the first practice. I'd only known Sparta or the national team my whole life and suddenly I was in a completely different environment.

And most importantly, I had a terrible helmet...

The guys were already wearing modern CCMs and the custodians prepared me this crazy square Jofa that we used to play with in Europe. It made me feel like a hobbit amongst the others and after a few days I had it replaced.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockeyAfter that, it went from strength to strength. My successful debut against Philly, then my first goal in Hartford, followed by another in Quebec. Of the nine games I played before the end of the regular season, I scored in seven. The guys saw that I wasn't a **** and that I could make fun of myself and not get offended when they laughed at me for not understanding the drills.

I also knew at least a little English. The language in the Canadian hockey booth was a bit different than what I had mastered after a year with my teacher in Prague, but I still at least knew what was going on. Thanks to the fact that we were traveling around the world with the national team, I also didn't look with my mouth open at the conveniences of the West. I had an idea of what life was like there, and people from the club, but also Czechoslovak emigrants, of which there were many in Calgary, helped me with whatever I needed. When I came back to camp before the next season, I was ready with everything. I bought a house just outside of the Olympic Village, our girls started going to the local preschool, and I thrived on the ice. I scored twenty-two goals, picked up fifty-four points, played power plays, went on the ice at important times... Pure joy. I also managed to score my first hat trick in Los Angeles right at the beginning of the season. In a game against Gretzky, the greatest player of all time.

I was lucky enough to play in the NHL during his era and that of other greats, so I could see firsthand what they could do.

I remembered Gretzky from the 1977-78 season, when he was 16 and did whatever he wanted with us. Then it stuck with me how he came to the 1982 World Championships in Helsinki and the Canadians stayed in a hotel with us. He scored 92 goals and 212 points for Edmonton that year and we were all blown away by him. We were spying on him every possible moment, what he was doing and how he was acting.

He was just a skinny, pimply kid who squatted at the front desk every night, greasing black jack.

We didn't have the money for that, so at least we went around getting massages.

I managed to score four goals in a game against Hartford in the fall of '88, but the Whalers were the bottom team in the table. A hat trick against the Kings with Gretzky in the lineup was something else. Especially when we beat them that night. An 11-4 record was not unusual in those days, and shootouts like that were common. Especially for us, we didn't lose much that year, we finished as the best team in the regular season and were one of the few teams in modern NHL history to follow that up in the playoffs.

For the first time, I learned how hard the Stanley Cup is.

Yeah, **** lucky guy, I know.

Jiri Hrdina, ice hockey

But for me, first and foremost, it was a huge lesson in professionalism from overseas. Even though I was one of the team's most productive players, I didn't even make the roster for most of the playoffs. The coach used guys he was convinced would help the team more in that moment. I jumped in the first round against Vancouver and then, ironically, in the finals. In the last game in Montreal, when Joey Nieuwendyk took such a hatchet to the arm that he couldn't continue, I was moved to his spot and I finished on the second line.

We went on and on, the mood was great, and after practice, when we all worked the same way, I always looked hopefully at the board on the wall where the coaches wrote the numbers of the players by line. Nobody talked to us, just that's how the lineup for the game was announced.

17... 17... 17... My 17 was nowhere to be found.

So instead of a game, I'd shut myself in the gym for an hour and a half, often with other guys who were in the same boat as me. There were TVs all over the booth with the game on, and we'd lift weights or pedal our bikes to it.

It was mentally challenging to stay on top of things all the time, of course it was. I was expecting it all to be a little bit easier and was surprised by it. My first season in the playoffs, when I was just a punchline, I took it. I understood that the coach, despite my style of play, probably had no idea at first how I would react to the intensity of Stanley Cup games when the refs were still whistling half the little they normally whistled back then. There, when you got wrapped up in front of the net, it was life and death. At least I checked it out first. But even the second season was tougher than I would have thought.

I was far from alone.

Even Lanny McDonald, our captain and an absolute legend, didn't fit into the lineup. He didn't even play half of the final series before returning for the last game to score a crucial goal, his first and only one that playoffs. A story for the movies. Even Jim Peplinski and Timmy Hunter, the assistant captains who were part of building the team for years, are in the winning photo with the Cup in sweatpants because they didn't make it to the four lines that day.

This is where the NHL is ruthless.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

When I arrived at my first camp before this season, I could see that there were over 60 of us. Only twenty-three guys could make the roster. I wasn't worried about my position, I thought that if they didn't want me to play on the first team, they wouldn't have taken me. But still... I was used to the fact that whoever came to the booth played.

My advantage was that as a European I was bringing something different to the team that the Canadian guys back then hadn't experienced that much. Hakan Loob and I were the only Europeans on the club, only later did the Russian Pryachin come along, and in the late eighties we were still more like exotics. Every guy from overseas was the talk of the league.

It was obvious then what a difference there was between our hockey and overseas hockey. In Canada, for example, it was automatically assumed that in a two-on-one situation, the player with the puck would shoot. The goalie would go out on the one with the puck, the defenseman would guard the other without the puck. So if you did a good shoulder roll, signaled and passed, it was a beautiful empty net goal. The Canadians were watching like it was spring.

We were appreciated by our teammates, but to our opponents, we Czechs, Slovaks and Russians were always just "**** commies," **** communists.

But I couldn't even take it personally, I understood that it was part of the game. They yelled at me every game that I was just a piece of **** from Europe, but at the same time they knew I wouldn't be intimidated.

The Tocchet case got out there quickly, but I continued to show that I didn't mind playing hard. I could handle the heated battles of Alberta, as they call the Edmonton duels. I only had one outright fight, in Pittsburgh with a Russian from Toronto. That way I didn't need to prove what a tough guy I was, that's not why I was there. In our time, there weren't even mass fights anymore, when whole bench jumped on the ice, they were forbidden under the threat of heavy penalties. And after all, when something did go wrong and I was on the ice, I got caught up with a Jarri Kurri type, we pulled on each other's jersey to make it look like we were on the ice, but we knew neither of us was interested in any boxing.

Jiri Hrdina, ice hockeyThat doesn't mean you didn't have to be on guard all the time.

You had to.

The likes of Scott Stevens was able to shoot you down even when you weren't playing on his side, his specialty was crossing as a left back across the middle zone and smashing you without you even knowing it. He was capable of disposing of opposing players on the spot. That's how he cancelled out Karyia before Nagano and basically ended Lindros' career. I had the honor of playing him myself at the World Championships in Prague, where he gave me such a beating in the last game that I was in the hospital to receive my gold medal.

Stevens or Marty McSorley, you always had to know exactly where they were on the ice, otherwise they could kill you.

I consider it a success that nobody ever shut me down, but I got beat up a lot of times too. Once you ventured in front of the net, you had to count on axes and crosses, nobody fought you. When I look at the game records from my time today, because I have a few of them tucked away, I can't stop staring at what was happening on that ice. That was pure carnage, I'm not exaggerating. I have to laugh at what they give multi-game penalties for in the NHL these days. The league these days doesn't compare to ours at all. Not at all. I'm not saying it's good or bad, although sometimes I find the effort to keep the game clean really overdone, but it's just not the same.

For us, sometimes you wake up on the bench. And the next substitution, you were already playing again.

"Hunter, you **** *******!"

Timmy Hunter was a cool, smart kid who used to fix old cars in his garage with Jim Peplinski in his spare time. They'd always buy a vintage car and tinker with it. But he played above his time, and that's why he wasn't exactly popular with opposing fans. One time in Philadelphia, we had dinner with him and a couple of other teammates. There was a local NHL expert sitting near us, and he was already a little drunk.

"Hunter, **** you!"

He was cursing, hollering something every once in a while, but Timmy was all over it. He didn't pay any attention to him.

"Hey Hunter, go **** yourself."

After a while, the drunk got up and left. He was back in a minute, seven iron in hand, golf club in hand. He made a beeline for Timmy. But as he was about to cut him, Timmy jumped up.

Pink.

The fighter bought one accurately aimed for the snout and was down in a second. The cops came, took him away, and we finished our meal in peace.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

Similar situations happened in our time, we were not puritans. After a few beers, we would go to the club and it was not uncommon when, for example in New York, there was a hundred-metre queue outside the door of a place and we were respectfully let in. There, unlike today's guys, we were able to enjoy ourselves to the fullest because no one was taking pictures of us, we weren't living in the thrall of the world of cell phones and social networks. There were times when someone got so excited that they missed their flight the next morning. Then the boys had to fly themselves at their own expense, there was no one to wait for. There was a seven o'clock departure from the hotel, and anyone who wasn't on the bus at 7:01 was on foot.

But I was past that kind of rampage. I don't make a saint of myself, but I didn't take part in the biggest craziness anymore. You don't do at thirty what you did at twenty, do you... I was a stay-at-home dad, and on trips I lived with Hakan, who was a decent guy. We'd have a beer and then go to the pub, no big deal.

For all the fun some guys could have on their nights off, at the same time, professionally in the NHL, things automatically applied that nobody even had to say. There was an order to everything. From the fact that you always worked overtime at practice to traveling in suits, everyone had to be groomed. In our day, you still flew the line and there was no such thing as someone messing around or drinking in public.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockeyYou just weren't allowed to fall asleep on the plane, because you could also wake up with shaving foam on your head or a cut tie.

I got to know Theo Fleury in his early days as a laid-back happy guy who didn't cause trouble. I know stories of what he did later on, but I spent almost two seasons with him as a roommate after Hakan left and didn't notice any of that. We only had one extreme experience together.

When our room was robbed in Detroit.

We hung up our suits when we arrived and went out to dinner and a movie. When we got back, we just threw the stuff we were wearing on the chairs, took a shower and went to bed. In the morning, the first thing I said when I opened my closet was, "Theo, what kind of games are you playing with me, where did you put your clothes?"

"What are you doing? I didn't put anything anywhere."

Even the security floor, which required a special key, didn't keep us out. So the hotel boss squeezed the money out of our hands, and instead of breaking up, we went shopping for new outfits so we could go to the game that night. There was no way we were going to go without a jacket and tie.

True, when Theo came back after another summer and was about fifteen pounds heavier and his arms suddenly as big as a bear, I figured there might be a little something a little off, but then again, I never saw him take anything off. And no question, he was a great hockey player. Exceptional. The NHL at the time only wanted a 6-foot-6 player, and he blew into it not even a hundred and seventy. Yet he got under your skin during the game. His specialty was that he'd come at you and jump out of both feet at full speed, he was able to take down dudes a head taller that way. He threw himself into everything without a second thought, and besides his hockey skills, he had a huge heart. He was a fighter who could leave everything on the ice. I remember him fondly.

When I started in the NHL, there were ten Czechoslovaks playing there, give or take. The Stastny brothers, Klíma, Pivoňka, Ježek Svoboda, Fryčer, Musil, Ihnačák and then David Volek. Here and there someone else appeared, but after the revolution more and more young guys started to come. Anyway, we all knew each other in my time, we knew about each other. Either from the national team or simply because there were so few of us that one meeting automatically made us friends.

However, when I saw Franta Musil, who was already playing in Minnesota, at the beginning of my second season, he fooled me into thinking we'd chat right off the bat.

"Hey, Fery!" I yelled at him as we passed each other at the red line.

"**** you, I can't talk to you," he muttered.

Gradually, I realized that the NHL is not much for chit-chat. It was more like before the game, when two fighters would accidentally bump into each other or cut each other while passing through the middle of the field against each other.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

But in the evenings we used to meet the guys from our place. I would always study the lineup of the next opponent beforehand to see if I would see someone I knew, and then we would go out to dinner together and chat. We often talked about what was going on at home. What's coming up.

When are the communists gonna go to hell?

I remember November seventeenth, eighty-nine exactly. We played Buffalo at home the day before and the next game wasn't until the 18th, also in Calgary. That evening, I turned on CNN in the living room, and there were shots of familiar places. The West Coast of Canada is eight hours behind the Czech Republic, so they were already broadcasting what was happening in Prague.

Damn, something is finally happening, I thought.

The next day we called home to find out that events were heating up and it was going to be big. After all, something had been suspected since January, when the cops were dispersing people with water cannons. I had a lot of friends there then and gradually heard stories from them about how they were being loaded into cars and dumped outside Prague. As the cops started beating up students during the demonstrations, it was clear that something had to happen.

Fortunately, my hunch was confirmed, because if it hadn't been for the revolution, I would not have returned from America with my family after my career, I know that for sure. Anyway, November was a big deal, and the Canadians in the locker room were discussing it. They were wondering what was going on in our country.

Also because they had seen Prague themselves shortly before.

We were there for a training camp in September. I'm still proud that it was produced because I came up with the idea. After the Stanley Cup celebrations, when we were trying to figure out how to make training camp more interesting, I suggested that we go to Europe, to Prague. The management agreed, and since the Russians had just let Sergei Makarov join us, Moscow joined in.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

It was a fantastic experience. In Prague, they made me captain and I felt proud to be there when our people got to see the NHL for the first time. Three thousand fans came to our training sessions at the Sports Hall, and we all went without helmets and it was just buzzing because it wasn't usual here. We slept at the Intercontinental, where I got the guys to exchange money so they wouldn't get ripped off by the bouncers. All they needed was two hundred dollars and they lived like kings for a week, because a Pilsner beer cost three crowns. They were constantly miscalculating and didn't understand that a pint cost a few cents, while in Canada they paid two dollars for it. A lot of my teammates still remember this and remind me of it when we meet. Just like the White Horse in Staromák, the bar where we had a nice evening... After all, I still had a lot of friends in Prague, so we had open doors everywhere.

Unfortunately, the games looked like that. Our national team that we faced had been preparing for us for three months after various training camps, they unleashed a young line of Jagr, Reichel, Holík on us and we lost both times.

But the guys were still excited. First of all because of the crystal my friend helped them buy, which had to be sent in a special box via the embassy, but mostly because it wasn't so much fun in Moscow. There was still a heavy totalitarian regime there.

In mid-December 1990, my parents were on their way to Calgary and we were on a trip with the team. I didn't do well at all, I was out of the lineup for a couple of games. After a morning warm-up and a team lunch in Los Angeles, I went to bed in my room before the phone woke me up half an hour later. General manager Cliff Fletcher called to say that they were in the room with coach Doug Riegsbrough and to come see them.

"We have news for you, we've made a decision. We've traded you to the Pittsburgh Penguins," they told me without much talking around.

I was absolutely not expecting something like that.

My first reaction was that I wasn't going anywhere. Sorry, but I'm going back to Europe. With that, I packed up my stuff in my room and said goodbye to Theo. The assistant GM drove me to the airport, and upon returning to Calgary, I was scheduled to leave for Pittsburgh the next day. My wife and I had endless debates that night about whether or not to fly in the morning. I couldn't imagine that after we were finally settled in properly and the girls started school, I was suddenly going to take my family and move them across the continent. Plus, Pittsburgh was stuck at the bottom of their division at the time, and Mario Lemieux, while a top-notch superstar, hadn't played in almost a year due to a back injury, and no one knew if he'd even be back.

No, I really didn't want to.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

Let's go to my parents... We passed each other at the airport without meeting. Out of the month they were visiting us in Calgary, we saw each other two days on Christmas.

Eventually, I pulled myself together and went to Pittsburgh. I had no idea what to expect, but I vowed to show Calgary that I wasn't such a bad player that they would get rid of me. That's how I took the trade. That I wasn't good enough anymore, that's why they got rid of me.

Nobody told me that the Penguins have this long-haired kid from Kladno, a tremendous talent, who secretly cries in the shower because he doesn't get along with anybody in the locker room and he misses them. I figured out after a while that Craig Patrick, the Pittsburgh GM, found out how I was helping Robert Reichl in Calgary in his early days in the NHL. Then when the Flames weren't playing me, he sensed a chance to bring me in to bang with young Jagr.

Not once did I hear that from anyone in the clubhouse. It was only years later that I heard from people who took credit for it and told me that they convinced Craig to get me as Jagr's tutor.

For myself, it was important that I scored a goal in the first game against Calgary and felt a great sense of satisfaction. And the fact that Mario came back soon after and we started to make an unbelievable run.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey And it went well with Jagr. They sat us next to each other in the booth, he took me to the Nemec family where he lived, and we became friends. I wasn't playing teacher, because Jarda really just needed someone he felt comfortable around and could talk to. Someone who could help him get comfortable in a new world and who could explain to him in a clear way what the NHL is all about and how to approach certain situations. It was small things, but in sum, pretty important. The same little things that Hakan explained to me in my early days in Calgary and that I just passed on, first to Alby Reichl and now to Jagr.

There was only one problem with him. Sometimes he would step on the gas in the car and he didn't want to pay the fines. He even ended up in court a few times and Craig had to vouch for him with the police. That's when he talked a lot of sense into Jard.

I had no idea at the time what a phenomenal hockey player he would grow up to be. Yes, I'd seen him as a youngster in the national team, but that didn't mean that much. But it's true that he showed incredible things in his first seasons in the NHL. After all, everyone remembers his famous goal in the '92 finals against Chicago, when he flipped Franta Kucherov between his legs and sent a backhand pass to Belfour.

I also had my moment of glory next to him when I managed to score two goals in the first playoff game in the seventh game of the opening round against the Devils. Just recently I saw a table on Canadian TV showing who had two goals for Pittsburgh in the seventh game, because nobody had more. There was Crosby, Rust, Talbot. And the Hero.

Honestly: The goal I'll always remember as the one that made my dream come true will be the lid call on Tretiak after Ruz's pass down the blue line. He got us silver at the 1983 World Championships. But this game against New Jersey is one to remember. I had a great feeling inside at the time, thinking, I guess I'm not that old yet. On that first and finally winning goal, the Russians were on the ice, i.e. defenseman Fetisov Kasatonov. It always made me happy when I helped beat them.

Ironically, it was also my only two goals in the playoffs ever.

Two goals, three Stanley Cups. **** lucky guy, you know.

I was lucky as hell to get on two fantastic teams in the NHL. In Calgary, incredible teamwork led us to the Cup, we were able to dominate through hard work even without pure superstars, we stuck together as one big group of friends. It was in Pittsburgh that an incredibly loaded roster full of amazing players finally clicked. Paul Coffey, Larry Murphy, Ron Francis, Kevin Stevens, Marc Recchi, Jagr, they were all great guys. And finally, we got that Rick Tocchet guy.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockeyAnd Mario was the king of all.

The way he came back from the sideline speaks volumes about how unique a player he was.

After ten months without hockey, he got on his bike for three days, then took to the ice with us twice, and after less than a week of light training, he went to play in Quebec, where he recorded three goals. After three games he was 2+4 and continued in that vein.

He was a classic leader by example. One who leads by example. He wasn't one for making speeches, if he said anything it was more likely to be in the playoffs, but his excellence at the plate was unmatched. He gave you confidence just by seeing him in the locker room getting dressed in the gear next to you. Other than that, he was a friendly, nice guy. He talked to everyone as equals, no condescension. When we finally made it to the Stanley Cup with his great help, he invited the whole team over to his house.

We ended up with the Cup in the pool there, which is one of my fondest memories of the celebration.

Then, my second year in Pittsburgh, I got to know another one-of-a-kind person in the league. Scotty Bowman took over and I found out why he is the most successful coach in history.

In games, it should be added.

There, he showed a really hard-to-describe feel for knowing what line was doing well and on whom. He deployed players like no one else and was able to keep the team on a roll. He was incredibly knowledgeable about hockey, knew everyone's strengths and weaknesses and was able to take advantage of them.

It was just his training sessions that were crazy.

As detailed as he was, he would cling to complete useless things, like we could only turn to one side during a particular drill or something. We all resented it, and morale went down. For example, when he would chase us around in circles and we had to speed up on a whistle, or slow down on the next one, I would whistle to him that there was a maglajs in it. Then he'd yell angrily who was doing it.

So Mario went to Craig and told him that it couldn't be done that way, that the assistants should run the training sessions and that Scotty should only ever show up for the game.

They were both able to accept that, and that helped us to our second Stanley Cup.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

The celebrations, which were unforgettable in Calgary when tens of thousands of people lined the streets during the parade, were worth it here both times. The first year we drove through the city to the 60,000-seat Three Rivers Stadium for American football and baseball. We were each driven around in a convertible, making a circle before being dropped off at the podium. The year after that was celebrated in the local central park, which was again packed with people. I remember images from here that will never fade from my mind. Partly because I recorded them on camera.

Yeah, even back then. It wasn't quite a GoPro, and the picture wasn't exactly HD quality, but a small one-handed camera was something you could get. Admittedly, just about anyone doesn't have such a treasure at home, my friends and I would occasionally play the footage.

But then once we went on to the boat party, I didn't record anything. I couldn't.

Shortly after the second Pittsburgh party, I made an appointment at Craig's office. He welcomed me, saying I'd get so-and-so raises, but that he could only give me a two-year contract.

I said, "Craig, Craig, wait. I'm not here to sign a contract. I'm here to say goodbye to you. I'm done with hockey."

It was quiet for a while.

"Are you serious?"
"Yeah. Dead serious."

He was expecting me to bid on money and contract length, and I surprised him with this announcement. We shook hands and it was done. To this day, Craig gives credit to the fact that there have been so many times in his career that he's offered someone an extension and better money and they turned him down. But I felt enough was enough. I was fed up with hockey after seventeen years of playing professionally. My shoulder was hurting, I was finishing the season with a knee brace due to strained ligaments, and I couldn't imagine starting summer training again after another Stanley Cup celebration. I could have continued in Switzerland or Germany, I had offers from there as well, but the idea that after what I had experienced I would be back on buses somewhere again, discouraged me as well.

World champion, three times Stanley Cup... I figured that this is enough, I can hang it up with peace of mind and rather than risk killing my body, I'd rather keep my strength up and play sports just for fun. My family and I went straight to Hawaii and that was the end of my hockey career.


Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

Like this, not definitively. There was one more little twitch.

I was persuaded by old Spartans, Standa Hajdušek, Karel Holý, Láďa Vlček and others, that it was a great idea to play with them in the second league for Velké Popovice.

And so I did. I'll go for it, so I can sweat and enjoy a beer for lunch, right...

But we had a team full of amateurs, guys who came to play after work. They'd just been promoted from the county competition, and they weren't really up to the higher competition. My fourth game we came to Havlíčkův Brod.

It was sold out, and they borrowed a line of young guys from Pardubice. We got 1:14.

I scored our only goal. Basically, almost like Lanny McDonald in his last game, you could say... But seriously, I immediately told the guys that I'm sorry, but after everything I've been through, I'm really not up to this anymore. I've never played a competition since. Occasionally, I'll just go out with the old guard, but over the years I've gotten to enjoy just being able to knock somebody around, no golfers or points. And I keep myself busy with tennis and golf, that's enough for me.

Mostly, I'm always at hockey, so I don't miss anything in life.

No sooner was I done in Pittsburgh than I took advantage of a previous arrangement with Calgary and started working as their scout. In the early 1990s, when the NHL was opening up more and more to Europeans, clubs were gradually looking for someone to scout players for them here. I was tempted by this opportunity, I couldn't stand to do nothing, so I went for it.

I remember my first assignment exactly, a tournament of 20 boys of the year 1974 in Klatovy. They sent a scout for North America to help me learn the ropes and show me how to do things. Player reports had to have a certain structure even then.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

And they were written by hand, no computer. I didn't get one until a few years later, but it was just a pre-flood one with a black screen and a blinking white cursor. After seventeen seasons, when after a game I would maybe lie down in my room, turn on the TV and have a beer, I would suddenly be writing several-page essays and then spend eternity on the fax machine. I'd cram in maybe twenty-five A4s, then find out that it came out wrong on the other side of the world, so I'd do it all over again... I was learning completely new things. And I've done a lot of traveling that I've planned for myself. Before the internet, it was something crazy. I was sneakily getting stats for caps and Calgary logo t-shirts, begging youth national team nominations from coaches, and relying on one assistant in Russia to get me into all the stadiums.

The lumberjack days of scouting.

But it was all the more fun. Gradually we formed a group of guys, former opposing players and teammates, who we would meet at various times around the world and sometimes travel with. We have a rule that we don't talk about the players together, but on the other hand, nowadays you don't have a chance to hide someone from the competition anyway. The hockey world is scouted to the last bit, it's just about what type of players your club needs. Back in the 90's you could find someone in a competition that others had no idea about, but those days are long gone.

It's also nice to see how priorities have changed over time. When I started, 5'8" was a small player. The priority was heartthrobs, strong guys who maybe didn't even have to know how to skate that much, but most importantly, not to be afraid.

Today it's the opposite. It probably wouldn't happen again that we all agreed in Calgary before the 1997 draft that we wanted the Russian Samsonov, but our head scout, an old school guy, turned him down. He's small.

We took Daniel Tkazczuk, whose NHL career ended at 19 games, with the sixth pick, and Samsonov was snatched up by Boston two spots behind us. As a 19-year-old, he scored twenty-two goals the very next season and ended up collecting nearly 600 points in the league.

Honestly, you don't have to be a big expert to be impressed by the smartest guys. Just watch the game and they will come out of the game themselves, they will come to you. There are clouds of those who ride up and down, but talent and feel for the game is something else entirely. That's how I used to be blown away by David Výborný, and later by Kuba Voracek, I always liked his style and commitment.

But I've seen a lot of teenagers next to him, soaping each other up... I play around 200 games a year. For Dallas, where I moved in 1999, I'm now in charge of the Czech Republic, Slovakia, Germany and Switzerland. At the beginning of the season, I always go around to all the junior teams and clubs where the youngsters play to map out the year, and then I gradually go to see the guys who interest me and send reports about them to America. On top of that, of course, I see all the national events of the 18s and 20s.

Jiří Hrdina, ice hockey

Most often, sometimes on the way back from Switzerland in a blizzard, I wonder if it's all still worth it, because the work has no tangible result. It depends on so many factors... It all comes down to how your club finishes in a given season, which has a major impact on the order of draft picks. Admittedly, as scouts, we then prepare a prioritized list of players for the general manager, but that list is basically just crossed off on draft day as teams ahead of you take the names you pick. And even if you're just reaching for someone you really wanted, you're simply taking an unfinished product. An 18-year-old kid who meets some chick a year later and loses the will to work for it...

But that's why we interview players, we take a personal interest in them, we find out what kind of families they come from, and after the season we interview the selected ones. I've had a lot of years of questions, and I try to find out as much as I can. But the agents prepare the players to answer them the way the clubs want to hear them. Sometimes I feel like I'm having a chat with a robot.

But at the same time, the same thing still applies as in my day.

When anyone steps on the ice in the NHL, they have to show they can do something. That they can do it. And when a fearsome opponent comes at him, he shouldn't duck.

Yeah, a lot of these guys are gonna get to the NHL a lot easier than we had to. But that doesn't mean they're gonna be **** lucky guys.
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Re: Translated (Czech) hockey interviews

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(from Czech "without cliches" website. Very long story; Pittsburgh years are discussed there are well - at the very beginning)

David Koci: "Fight for your dream"

Either google translated (with pictures):
https://translate.google.com/translate? ... o-svuj-sen" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;

OR:
The very beginning (Pittsburgh years, mainly) translated by me:
http://www.letsgopens.com/tomas_translations.php?id=73" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;

or very good deep-learning translation through DEEPL.COM of the full article:
Spoiler:
Fighting for your dream
David Koci ice hockey



Sorry for the expression, but there's no other way to say it.

In the summer of 2003, I got really pissed off.

By the previous fall, my career in America was looking bleak. I was starting the second year of my rookie contract, and once again I didn't even make the Pittsburgh backup team, being sent all the way back to the ECHL, to the second farm team. When I sensed this during training camp, I called my agent, Mr. Henyš, and told him I didn't see the point anymore. Sparta was interested in me, we had an agreement with coach Hadamczik and I wanted to go back to the Czech Republic.

But Pittsburgh refused to let me go.

It got to the point where I asked for our general manager Craig Patrick's number and I called him, this NHL icon, and told him straight up what I thought.
"Craig, you don't even count me, you're putting me on the East Coast for the second year, so let me go, I don't want to be here anymore."

"No."

That's all he said. No comment. I'm completely stumped.

"No, you're staying here," he responded to all my other arguments. I pounded him for half an hour and he gave me no answers other than, "No, you're staying here." He basically didn't even talk to me. When I realized there was no other way, I hung up in a rage. I was staying at the apartment of my teammate Michal Sivek, who had just been called up to the first team, and as I was in the crash, I swung my cell phone against the wall. So hard that it dented it, left quite a hole.

Sorry, Michael.

I had no choice but to pack up and go to Wheeling and make up for it. On the one hand, it was positive that the club cared so much about me, but...

David Koci in the gym

After the season I was getting incredibly annoyed that I still hadn't made it. This feeling swelled inside me more and more and I let it out in training over the summer. It wasn't a platitude, I really felt like I was going to work my ass off, get conditioned.

I told myself one more thing - when I get to camp and anyone touches me, just looks at me the wrong way, I'll wash them out. I don't care who it is. I figured that's what they eat in America, and I'm a big guy, so I'm cut out for it. I'm just gonna try it like this.

Poor Ross Lupaschuk.

On the first day of camp, he, a normal average player, was in front of the net during one drill, I pushed him away and he hit me back. I grabbed him and slashed him. He bounced it.

"What are you doing, are you crazy?" he yelled at me.

I didn't care, I wanted my spot. Ever since then, everybody's taken it from me. I knew this was my chance, I had to build up an aura of a fool around me that everyone would fear.

During the two model games at camp, no one even came near me, everyone could see I was on a roll. It was a game, and I found the instructions for it.

I turned myself into an unguided missile.

The coaches noticed. One thing is that I played a lot better than I used to, I was physically pumped up, but to jump from being the 15th running back in the organization to the first-team boundary, that was my new skill set. I didn't get sent down from the Penguins until right before the season started, Kris Beech and I were the last to go on the farm. That alone was a huge honor for me.

I kept mowing it down. I was cutting anybody's head off, which got the attention of hitters from other teams. If I went after somebody, they'd come at me immediately. I provoked them with aggressive play, sometimes clean, sometimes borderline vicious. I played some pretty solid hockey and added what they call toughness overseas. Toughness, toughness, resilience.

Besides the hockey stick, my main working tool became my fists.

The first year you don't mind it because you're riding on the euphoria that everyone will suddenly start treating you differently. Coaches, teammates and even massage therapists suddenly respect you. You're no longer someone to be reckoned with, but a prospect to be reckoned with for the first team.
Gradually, though, I realized what I'd gotten myself into.

I'm not a natural brawler. At first I was amused at how the general view of me had changed, but then I realized I had to do this every day. If I stopped, they'd marry someone else.

It's like drugs. You start taking them, you're on top of it, and then eventually you realise you're in it up to your ears and you can't get off. Plus, in my case, I didn't want to give up something I was a top five player in the league at. In fact, during that season I jumped to third in penalty minutes, I had almost 300. I was chasing with McGrattan and Vandermeer to see who could get more five-minute majors for fighting, which was factored into the stats back then. I had twenty-five, they had about thirty.

It was a kind of prestige. That many fights, that's a sign you're not afraid.

In our time, maybe three bullies really enjoyed their role, the rest, like me, understood that this is how they could make it. Sometimes I enjoyed fighting, too, but often I knew I was up against killers. The aforementioned McGratttan or MacIntyre, they were butchers. I used to get sick to my stomach before a fight with them because I just knew it was going to be a slaughter again.

But I was enjoying hockey at that level so much that I wanted to do it.

I was close to the NHL in my third year on the farm, and towards the end of the season Coach Eddie Olczyk even told the newspaper that he was going to call me up because I had figured out my role, but it didn't happen. Pittsburgh was playing horribly that season, whereas we in the AHL were building our position for the playoffs, so they kept important players with us while sending up guys from the fifth line to at least finish the rest of the regular season.

Then came the lockout, a serious injury and finally a contract with Chicago, where they took me as a brawler.

In March 2007, I lived to see it. However, my NHL dream came true in a way I didn't really enjoy, because I didn't have a great season game-wise or battle-wise. I perceived that they rather just wanted to see me since they had already signed me. The Blackhawks weren't playing great either, so they just wanted me to show up. I had mixed feelings about it, I was stressed. Plus, I didn't come in right after the call, but I waited three days, wondering what to expect. My head was spinning. It was a strange start.

But it turned out as well as it could. If I wanted to plan my opening night, I couldn't have come up with a better scenario.

Before I stepped on the ice, I was gripped by a huge nervousness. We were playing against Phoenix, where there was a bully I didn't like to fight. Josh Gratton, no star, but he had a cannon shot and he was small. I don't like little bruisers. You go at them like they're the absolute favorite, but they're agile and dangerous. Ninety percent of the time you win, but when they put it on you, it's a shame.

And Gratton was simply good.

I didn't even look for him, he came up to me in the first inning and said let's go at it. I was so nervous, I dropped my gloves and before I knew what was happening, he knocked me out with one punch.

I was sitting in the penalty box and I knew it was a mess. They took me like a bully, and I got taken down at the first opportunity. I knew that could be the end of me. A lot of things flashed before my eyes like a movie, from the phone thrown against the wall, through all the years of hard work to get here. I was so angry with myself at that moment, why I had screwed up so badly.

"What are you doing here?", I asked in my head.

It couldn't get any worse, I told myself. I got into a state that I sometimes managed to induce, I felt a tremendous power within me. I didn't care, I didn't give a damn. I knew that if I got even one more shift on the ice, I would dominate. I'm going to leave everything I have in me, I'm going to push myself to the limit.

David Koci in the hoodieI went back to the bench and the guys tapped me. More out of sympathy, out of courtesy. Easy, kid, easy.

I didn't notice them at all. I just sat down and waited to see if coach would call me back. I was prepared that it might not come.

"Fourth line on the ice."

Okay, here we go.

I got in there and Gratton was looking at me like, "Hey, idiot, you got it, huh?"

I didn't care. The puck was thrown, the puck went to their runner, and I flew into him.

Boom, I smashed it into the boards.

The puck rolled over to the other defenseman.

Boom, he bought it, too.

I scattered them on the Plexiglas. Both clean hits.

Gratton came up behind me and yelled, "Idiot, what are you doing, I'm gonna shoot you down again."

"Come on."

I hit him.

The guys and the coach were all excited. I showed that I was a fighter, that I didn't screw up. I may have gotten my ass kicked, but I went at it again. By the time I came back from the penalty box to the bench for the second time, they were patting me on the back. Good job, kid. I was in a trance.

I played great every shift, except at the very end I hit one of the other guys in the middle of the field. I think it was within the rules, but he took a bad spin and bled. All their other players jumped on me from the ice and after the third fight I automatically went to the dressing room.

I sat there unsure if it was a screw-up. Wayne Gretzky, who was coaching Phoenix at the time, yelled at me what an ******* I was. But as the door to the locker room opened and our coach Denis Savard was the first to rush in, rushing after me and shaking my shoulders about how great it was, I immediately had a better impression.

After all, I would have preferred to score three goals, but praise is always nice.

Still, I couldn't shake the strange feeling, because I never wanted to come across as a no-brainer. I knew that in America they like it, that the fans and the bosses demand it, but I knew that a lot of people back home would condemn me for it. That's what happened.

But whatever, we won 7-5 and Chicago was ecstatic. Nobody even knew about them that season until then, and suddenly they were being celebrated in the newspapers and were number one in the highlights on ESPN. Story? That a certain Kochi flew onto the ice and went on a rampage, getting the team pumped up.

I believe in fate, something between heaven and earth. I guess it was meant to be.

In hindsight, it was the best calling card of the brawlers. Immediately, everyone knew I had come and made a splash in Phoenix. Three fights in one game, forty-two penalty minutes and a dude on a stretcher. A week later, we came to Anaheim, the toughest team in the NHL. Parros, O'Donnell, O'Brien, Moen, Pronger... I got three punchers looking at me at the red line, and the first shift, one of them came at me, the second one another. It was on. Wherever we played after that, I felt respect. I wasn't just "the new guy" anymore, I immediately showed that I wasn't afraid.

And I was playing in the NHL.

I was first knocked out by Brian McGrattan in the AHL. Michal Sivek, who I played with there, had a groin problem and was out for about four months. I woke up in the dressing room and saw him.

"What do you mean you're not playing?" I had no idea where I was.

And he was looking at me like, what am I crazy, he's been out for a quarter of a year.

They immediately ran concussion tests on me, and they came back fine, but then when I saw the fight on video, I was amazed at what I was doing. It was terrifying to watch myself buy a muzzle scrape, pick myself up and go straight to the dressing room instead of the penalty box. I didn't know anything about myself and didn't remember any of it.

I never got a really hard hit where I was shaking on the ice like Todd Fedoruk used to. Yeah, there was a lot of blood when Zdeno Chara broke my nose, but nothing brutal, even though it looked like it. Anyway, with every injury like that, with every broken bone, the fear of something happening to you again gradually grows. The stresses start to build up. You're no longer fearless before a fight.

It's not the pain, it's the adrenaline that won't let you admit it. You may fall, you may stagger, everything goes black, but nothing hurts. That's later. I remember breaking my arm on D.J. King. I was punching, punching, and suddenly I want to set up another punch, I make a fist, and something's wrong. I look down and there's a bump on my hand. I knew right away. Or when Westgarth broke my jaw. There was a crack, like when you crack a pencil between your fingers. I didn't feel anything, I just heard it. Then I bit my finger in punishment, but no problem, so I figured it was okay.

David Koci gives a fist bump during the gameWe fought in the first period and I finished the game. After the game, the doctor said my jaw was in two pieces.

I consider my best fight to be the one with Brian McGrattan from our great game in Calgary in January 2010. We were jockeying for playoff position and all three of our brawlers were in the lineup that night and just as much from them. One on the second line, one on the third line and me on the fourth line. We started the game with the second line - a brawl. We went third line - brawl. And then us. It reminded me of the boxing schedule in Vegas. Lightweight, middleweight, and then heavyweight.

McGrattan and I stood on the bullpen, and we knew what we were in for. We just looked at each other, we took off, we both threw it away and we were cutting. It was a great, long fight. I lost my balance a little bit at the end, but otherwise we were pretty even. We nodded to each other, good job.

The crowd was ecstatic, going crazy. One fight, two, three, then it was on. Because none of the three twosomes lost, they were all fights that gave both sides momentum. Because when someone gets knocked out, their team goes quiet, but this helped the momentum of the match tremendously. It energized the fans and the players.

At the beginning of my career, I used to have problems getting in the mood right at the start of a match. I wanted to play as much as possible and I knew that if I had a bad first inning, I wouldn't get another one. There's no way that as a technical player, I would just go around the first period and then go at it in the third. No. I had to be good right away or I would have been left sitting on the bench.

I used to just drink coffee in the locker room, which was no good. But I gradually found out that it suits me to go to the gym before the game, because it always makes you feel good. I found that out in Colorado. I was so pumped up after the workout that I could have played right away, and I realized I was going to do the same thing before the game. I won't get tired because I won't spend that much time on the ice anyway, but at least I'll be ready. I've been giving myself short, dynamic workouts to get myself going, and the state where a player is most in the moment is induced right off the bat.

It worked.

Hockey fighters respect each other. At first, I used to be able to win fights with some mean punches, where maybe someone was on the ground and I'd give them another one to get the blood flowing, but I gradually came to realize that's not what the role is about. When you do it for a long time, you realise how hard it is and you appreciate everyone who has stuck it out.

David Koci holds a hockey stickI had one friend among the fighters, Latvian Raitis Ivanans, who played the most in Los Angeles. We met a couple of times in a bar and had a lot of fun back at the farm. We'd always say hello to each other in the hallway before the game, holler at each other to see if the other guy was playing, and roll our eyes that it was going to be another beating. Then we'd cut each other up on the ice and talk again in civilian clothes at night. We knew it was just our job, Raitis was a nice guy.

But it's not often that fun. A lot of fighters fall into a spiral of depression and pills. Before the 2004 lockout, everybody was on them. Steroids, kickers, everything... Guys got high, their eyes lit up, and they went for it.

I was never into that. I've never tried a cigarette in my life, I'll drink alcohol, but I've never been good at pouring, and I've only tried tobacco. I'm not prone to addictions, I've always been able to tell myself enough. I drink a lot of coffee, for example, but if I tell myself I won't have it for a month, I can stand it. And come to think of it, nobody's ever offered me any of the hoaxes in all that time either.

The only time I've taken pain pills. I'll admit, they helped me get over the spleen at the time, because I had been preparing for camp for four months and the very first game I came down with the broken jaw I mentioned earlier.

Thanks to the pills, I made it through the first fortnight. You take one, you're normally groggy and it's actually pretty good. But when I think that many people used to take them regularly and wash it down with beer on the plane, I'm not surprised that they only lasted three years in the NHL. They'd take a sleeping pill at the hotel, a pill in the morning to kick them off, and the same thing over and over again.

But since a few guys died years ago, all the drugs have to be prescription. You used to go to the team doctor and tell him you were in pain, and he'd give it to you without anybody bothering. Now, by regulation, he's in charge and everything is recorded.

The NHL has been my goal since I was a kid playing in Prague on the Stars. I wasn't attracted to the Extraliga, I used to buy overseas hockey magazines and have my idols plastered on the bottom of the shelf in my seat in the booth. Joe Kocura and his ilk. Tough guys, tough guys.

I told myself I wanted to be like them, I worked hard and I kept believing, even though a lot of people told me I had no chance. I was always one of the better ones, but later on at Sparta I fell into the average, and then the second year in the junior team I took off again. I had graduated from high school, so I started to focus only on hockey and something broke. I got into the twenties, got drafted and the chance to go to Canada came up. I didn't think twice.

I'm a typical bull. I'm calm for a long time, but when I get angry, I start pounding my hoof, steam comes out of my nostrils, I release my energy and fly. That's why I became who I was.

A hockey slugger.

I'm sorry that a lot of people think of that as a player who can't even stand on skates. No, I don't. Even a brawler has to have a certain level of skill and understanding of the system, a team can't afford to put someone on the ice who can't do that.

I didn't play hockey to fight.

I fought to play hockey.

I enjoyed the world of the NHL, the professionalism and the luxury of it, so much that I didn't want to leave. I was paying my dues to enjoy my time in practice and in games alongside the best hockey players in the world and under top leadership, which I draw from in my coaching career today.

My two bare hands were my ticket to a dream come true.
This is the end of the story (again, via DEEPL.COM):
I'm a typical bull. I'm calm for a long time, but when I get angry, I start pounding my hoof, steam comes out of my nostrils, I release my energy and fly. That's why I became who I was.

A hockey slugger.

I'm sorry that a lot of people think of that as a player who can't even stand on skates. No, I don't. Even a brawler has to have a certain level of skill and understanding of the system, a team can't afford to put someone on the ice who can't do that.

I didn't play hockey to fight.

I fought to play hockey.

I enjoyed the world of the NHL, the professionalism and the luxury of it, so much that I didn't want to leave. I was paying my dues to enjoy my time in practice and in games alongside the best hockey players in the world and under top leadership, which I draw from in my coaching career today.

My two bare hands were my ticket to a dream come true.
These are the two fights he talks about in the article:
[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zeAn70VewOc[/youtube]

and

[youtube]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QGbsJAInsb8[/youtube]
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Re: Translated (Czech) hockey interviews

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Awesome work yet again stranger.
Thank you.
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Re: Translated (Czech) hockey interviews

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Zohorna and Simon:

Either (not so good, but with pictures) Google-translated:

https://translate.google.com/translate? ... 0_nhl_bobo" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;

or better translated through DEEPL.COM:
Spoiler:
Worker Zohorna and the rescuing Simon. How the Czechs will meet in Pittsburgh
August 4, 2021 4:59 PM

The Czechs are back in Pittsburgh. Radim Zohorna and Dominik Simon. They are almost the same age and both are going to battle for a shot at the first team. Only each of them is experiencing something completely different. The former is following up a successful debut season overseas, the latter is returning to perhaps take one last shot at restarting his career.

The 26-year-old Simon is beginning his second chapter with the Penguins. He first came in as a big-time talent, having played on the national team alongside Jagr. Gradually, he even settled in for a time next to the star Sidney Crosby, who requested his services himself.

His second chance will have a completely different feel. He returns quietly, as a hockey player saving the overseas part of his career.

He languished at the end of his first engagement in Pittsburgh, and struggled to make a name for himself last year at his new address in Calgary. Although he played with stars Gaudreau and Tkachuk in training camp, coach Darryl Sutter stopped betting on him after he came off the bench and gave him just 11 NHL games.

What hasn't changed is that he earned a two-way contract here again. And this time, only for a year. It's likely that if this year's attempt doesn't work out either, a return to Europe will be the only option in his mind.

One other thing is a little different. When he joined the club six years ago, the local media welcomed him. You won't find much about him in the local press this time either.
Up to the NHL

Radim, the youngest of the Zohorn brothers, is having a far more exciting adventure. Last year he surprisingly moved overseas, where he left a great impression and got to continue his cooperation. With a two-year contract, the second year of which is one-way, he will get the opportunity to show that he really has what it takes to make it in the NHL.

"Staying in Pittsburgh was a priority. They gave me a chance, and the whole club works at a fantastic level. Plus, I'm practically a lifelong Pittsburgh fan, so I'm living my dream here," the 25-year-old Zohorna said after signing a new $750,000 contract.

He admitted that he was nervous about the long wait for a new contract, which was also prolonged because of the expansion and entry draft. However, agent Robert Spalenka reassured his client that the signing with the Penguins would work out in the end.

"So the players had to be patient after the rookie contract ended, and we had a clear idea of where we wanted to take the negotiations with the club," he said.

The 198-centimeter tall thunderer was praised by coaches and management. They liked how agile he is with his physique and skilful in finishing.

"Radim impressed us last season with his ability to quickly transition to a smaller ice surface and adapt his game. He's a forward with a lot of potential and we're excited to watch his growth as a player," said Penguins General Manager Ron Hextall.

Zohorna is leaving nothing to chance and has been working hard on the ice and in the weight room for eight weeks to be as ready as possible for the start of his second season, and Hextall has pulled him for more than eight NHL games.

"It could be that I'll start on the farm again and get a peek at the first team later in the season. That's just the way overseas hockey works. But I'm mainly looking forward to training with the team and fighting for a spot. The competition will be huge," he believes.

Will he and Simon reach a happy ending to their different stories?
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Agent Spalenka on Zohorn

"It's understandable that clubs operating on the edge of the salary cap are looking for quality hockey players for reasonable money. Pittsburgh is no exception and in Radim they found just such a player. At the same time, Radim was excited about his first year in the organization, the system of work and training and, last but not least, the opportunity to start in the NHL itself.

The player's staying overseas was a clear priority for us, and Radim adapted his summer preparation to that. Pittsburgh secured the player with a qualifying offer, but the final terms of the contract were significantly improved. This also shows how impressed Radim was with the club's management. Now it's up to him to take the next step in his career and become a solid NHL player in the coming seasons."
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(from Czech "Without Cliches" website. Very long story. No link to PIttsburgh - just a really cool personal story)

Martin Hanzal: "Pain"

Czech original with some cool pics:

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or very good deep-learning translation through DEEPL.COM of the full article:

Spoiler:
Pain
Martin Hanzal ice hockey


"Come on, let's go, guys!"

The booth movement is starting to pick up again. As always, as the break comes to an end and the players are putting on their helmets and gloves again, and some are pulling their jerseys over their vests, which they had momentarily shed earlier. They cheer each other on, they cheer.

The day before Christmas 2018 is no different than usual. We're playing at home in Dallas against the Islanders and in a few moments the second period is about to start at 0-0. Concentration is at an all-time high.

"Go! Go! Go!" Hands clenched into fists, one by one, the team heads for the ice.

And I...

I'm lying on the massage table, hearing all this partly from behind the open door and across the hall. I'm being examined by a doctor and I refuse to admit to myself that I've just played my last period in the NHL.

I refuse to acknowledge what I sort of subconsciously know. This is just the end. It can't go on.

In early December, I came back from my third and most challenging spinal surgery and thought I was going to be fine. My back was still feeling a little tender, but I took it to be just a natural stiffness that would gradually heal.

I made it through six games, and I felt like I was starting to get back into the swing of things. In game seven, after the last substitution shortly before the end of the first period, a completely routine substitution, I left the ice and in a split second it was there again. It was like my leg went out. The exact same feeling I remembered from before my first surgery ten years earlier. A twinge in the back of my thigh and... Nothing. It was like I suddenly had no left leg.

No. Not this, I thought. This is what I was afraid of.

By the time I got to the locker room, it was getting worse with every step. I just walked up to the gurney, bumped it in my gear, and said to the doctors and custodians running around me, "Hey, there's something wrong, I can't move it again."

I tried to find some hope for myself. I told myself that maybe it was just the fact that I hadn't played in a long time and my body needed to get used to the strain again. After the surgeries, I have various scars around my spine, something could have swollen and it will get better with time... I tried to explain to myself that I could still play.

I knew very well that this was final. I can't do it anymore.

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Yeah, my nose has grown a little.

Our year played the U18 World Championships in Pilsen, we finished fourth, but from a personal point of view, I really took off. Ondra Pavelec and I made it to the all-star tournament, two months before the NHL draft, it worked out great. Then Phoenix took me in the first round. Everything seemed to be working out for me at the beginning of my adulthood, and I thought so myself at the time.

From the age of seventeen I played for Budějice A's, which meant only the first league during the NHL lockout, but I had guys like Venca Prospal, Radek Dvořák, Andrew Ference, Basa Neckář, Eda Turek, Kondor Rob, Petr Sailer and Belma Bělohlav next to me. A team like thunder, I remember it like it was yesterday. And me with a basket on my helmet. Coach Pepa Jandač wanted me even after I was promoted to the Extraliga, so unlike my teammate and friend from the youth, David Kuchejda, I didn't go to Canada to the juniors. Manager Látal convinced me to stay, that my place was solid.

Okay. First round draft pick, a spot in the playoffs... I'm definitely going to play no matter what, because I'm a star.

Well, I guess I didn't prepare as well as I should have. And it was my fault, because that's exactly how I felt about everything at the time. What would anyone want from me? They can be glad I didn't blow them off.

But the reality was a little different.

In the opening game of the league in Kladno, we and other young players were not on the ice for the first period. I remember sitting there and not understanding why. Two substitutions in the third period, when I was frozen and didn't do anything - that's what my extra league debut looked like. The next twenty or so rounds were in a similar vein.

I felt I couldn't go on like this. At the 20s championship in Canada in December, we had already decided that I would stay there. Rather than continue to get four minutes a game, I wanted to play somewhere proper, and after talking with Phoenix, we chose Omaha in the American youth competition. Not that I wasn't doing well there, but that year was weird. Worst year of my career, I'm not afraid to say. By the time I was supposed to stomp in after the draft, I either wasn't playing or I was looking.

If it helped anything, it was getting my head straight about what I wanted. And rather than be considered a champion among my peers for wanting to play in the adult league anymore, I went to junior for the next season after all, in Red Deer. There, under a great coach, Brent Sutter, I was able to do my best. When I left at Christmas for my second 20s, I was leading the scoring competition.

Then it turned out I was very lucky for the situation I found myself in.

In my early days, I compared myself a lot to Jakub Kindl. He was drafted two spots after me, but while he was taken by Detroit, a flashy team full of veterans, Phoenix was last and Coach Gretzky made the drastic decision to dump the old guys and start building a new team. While Kuba, a standout player, waited four years on the farm for his chance, I jumped right into the NHL from the first possible moment after junior, scored the game-winning goal on my debut, and as long as I was healthy, I never dropped out of the lineup again in my entire career.

But that's just it... as long as I was healthy.

After my first season in the NHL, when I was doing well, scoring points, playing power play and shorthanded, David Krejci and I were the two young guys who got a chance at the national team at the World Championships. Quebec 2008. At twenty-one I was rooming with Mara Zidlicky, and even though I didn't play much towards the end, I devoured every moment next to guys like Patrik Elias or Tomas Kaberle.

During the tournament I also told Professor Pavel Kolář, who was there with us, that my back and leg were starting to sting. He just touched me and said, "It's the plates." He advised me on what I needed to do so that it wouldn't limit me in the future, but I didn't address it at the time.

What could possibly happen, right? I mean, I'm a young kid. It'll be fine.

But a month after the championship, I started training and it just kept getting worse. The twinge in my leg got worse and worse, to the point where I couldn't even bend over or get out of bed. So I called Phoenix to find out what the problem was, and they told me to come right away.

I arrived on the thirteenth of July, and by the fifteenth I was being operated on in Los Angeles. Herniated discs.

The doctor clearly described to me afterwards that because of my taller stature, my back was under a lot of strain. I skate with my back bent, and I've been hitting my hips in front of the gate. You need to exercise especially the middle of the body. Abdominals, back, to strengthen the problem area...

And I thought: "Yeah, good. I've got it fixed, it's fine now."

I started doing some exercises, but not enough. My main concern was to get myself right in time for the start of the season, which I actually did. A month and a half after the surgery, I was back to full strength. When I think back on it, I absolutely cannot understand how I did it. A young body recovers incredibly fast.

I wish I'd taken better care of it then.

I didn't need to work out at all in the Czech Republic or later in the Canadian juniors, where I came in a year older than most of the players in the league. I was naturally big and strong compared to the others, and my physique made me dominate on the ice. How to play as much as possible, score goals and pass the puck - that's all I cared about.

I wasn't taught to go to the gym during the season, I felt like it was only needed in the summer to put on muscle.

Then, after I came to the NHL, I heard from Wayne Gretzky that he wanted me to make it difficult for the opponents because of my height. He was putting me in important situations, playing against the opponents' best players, so I sensed that this was going to be my role and I tried to fulfill it as best as I could. It involved a lot of body-on-body battles with the big strong guys that abounded in the Western Conference and especially in our Pacific Division at the time. We cut it with Getzlaf and Perry from Anaheim, Kopitar and other heavyweights from Los Angeles, Thornton and Marleau from San Jose. Every game was brutal meat, after all, hockey back then was still quite different from the faster hockey of today.

To keep my job, I had to do it. I came out of juniors with the image of a skilled, productive player, but at the NHL level I was up against guys even more talented than I was. They could come up with more on the ice and I had to adapt. I always wanted to be a goal scorer, but it quickly clicked that now I wasn't going to be a corner man. I had to play the way I was asked to play. It was the only thing that allowed me to keep my place and continue to develop. I was gaining more and more confidence on the ice, and even all the stars whose blood I drank were starting to remember me.

You could tell that because over time, the angry yelling developed into a kind of mutual respect. "What's up, kid, let's have a fight? I don't really feel like it, but if you want to, come on..." used to say Ryan Getzlaf on the bullpen a lot. Joe Thornton was making music again, wondering what the hell that hoof is still doing out there. That he hoped he wouldn't have to play against me anymore.

I know from Kuba Kindl, who played with him in Detroit, that Pavel Datsyuk didn't like playing against me either. I find him an incredibly skilled and unpredictable opponent. He wasn't big in stature, nor was he an excellent speedster or skater, but he seemed to be moving a second ahead of where the game was going. It was as if he always knew where someone was going to baffle him, and he would make a counter move, put his shoulder in front of you, which you would bounce off of, and he would just turn and keep going. He was unbelievable at that. He was the worst defender of them all.

At the same time, knowing what I knew from Kindi, I tried to outsmart him once. I decided to put a wedge between his legs...

A moment of suspense.

Of course he read it to me. He snapped the puck, missed me, and scored us a goal. I remember my teammate Radim Vrbata sitting down on the bench, looking at me and talking so nicely: "Well, that was decent. Please don't ever do that again."

I listened to him.

All these top players were subject to not missing a step in any innings against them. If you gave them a one-meter lead, if you let up for a second thinking you couldn't do it anymore, or maybe you underestimated the situation, they were able to take advantage of it. It resulted in a chance or a goal. So I had to be on their ass all the time. Unpleasant to be known, and sometimes a bit sneaky. That was part of my job, to take key players out of the opposition's concentration at all costs. When the opportunity arose to go toe-to-toe with them, I had to take it. Make it clear to them that I was watching them. Axes through the reins, a light hold on the bullpen when I lost it, I used it all to get these guys to notice me more than the game itself.

After the whistle blows at the net, somebody hits you, you swing your stick at them and it's off to the boil. I understand they didn't like me.

At the same time, because I wasn't just an outright defensive player, I was getting myself into offensive situations and going in front of their net again. They didn't spare me all the more. Whether it was themselves or their teammates on defense. They were eating up what I was doing. I was getting axed, tackled, and punched in the face when I was pushed over the goal line.

And a lot of shots to the back.

Later I got a special hip protector, but that didn't help either. You'd get some terrible punches.

It was all my fault, my convenience, that I didn't focus on it in my preparation. I didn't maintain myself during the season. I was happy to be playing, and I was playing a lot. That was all I cared about.

And most importantly, for the first few years after the surgery, nothing really hurt. I had no reason to doubt that everything would be fine.

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They said I was Gretzky's kid. He said he made everything so easy for me and I got everything for free.

Radim Vrbata and Zbynia Michálek made fun of me at every possible moment in my early days. Written like that, it sounds ordinary, but it was a constant innuendo, they treated me terribly. We had a lot of laughs together.

The fact is, I got really lucky with Gretzky. I mean, that's how the greatest hockey player in history liked me. A guy who also had an exceptional feel as a coach when it came to his approach to players. He didn't like to be tied down by being asked to do things he didn't own, things he didn't know how to do. Gretzky had an amazing ability to read what someone was good at and what to expect from them. He then treated individuals in game situations accordingly.

And if you imagine that he had an aura about him, as the greatest legend of them all, then... Yeah, he did. Exactly. Nobody, especially me when I was young, dared to do anything to him. When he walked into the room, we all just automatically went quiet. Even the old guys had respect for him, but it wasn't until about a year and a half later that I dared to take his cards that I collected as a kid to see if he'd sign them for me.

He also had a sense of humour. When I missed the puck in front of an empty net against Toronto, he brought a goalie stick into the booth and told me that I could use it next time. Or once, when I completed a hat trick at the beginning of the second period, he told me in the bench that he scored the most five goals in a game and I would surely beat him.

Of course, I didn't score any more that day.

I couldn't have asked for a better coach for my start in the NHL. And then when Dave Tippett replaced him, so did the team results. Dave knew me well because he had previously managed Dallas, where I always defended their star, Modano. He put us together with Vrbic, and then when Ray Whitney came in, he put us together with him. We played two full seasons with that lineup, virtually unchanged. I had a great time playing with them, the guys made a lot of points each and in our second year together we made it to the Conference Finals in the Stanley Cup. While Wayne's coaching was based on everyone getting their own way on the ice, Dave was a master at breaking down and explaining every little detail of the game on video. We knew what to do after a faceoff in each zone, what to do if we lost it, what to do if we won it. If it was left or right. I was really comfortable with that because we stuck to it as a team, we had something to rely on on the ice in every situation. That was the basis of our success.

Thanks to Dave and his preparation, I got a chance to try playoff hockey, which is really something else. Just like they say.

Before the first ever series we played, our captain Shane Doan showed me a video. It was from back in the old days, the early days of the NHL in Phoenix. Some guy, I can't remember his name, came off the bench. He knocked one guy down, then another, then a third, then a fourth... And he went to make a change.

"This is playoff hockey, this is what I want to see from you," Shane tells me.

I laughed, "I'm so curious," but it really looked like it. It's like a thunderstorm, both teams and the people in the stands are pumped up. Beautiful... I loved playing this.

I just started to feel my back again sometime that year we played LA for the finals.


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It went the same way every time.

My butt muscles started to sting. Then gradually my left leg tingled on the back of my thigh, more and more, until it went to my calf and foot. It made itself known for a while, then it became unbearable and eventually I couldn't feel my leg at all. Maybe on the plane after the games. When I got up, it was like a thunderclap, just shuffling.

I often got asked if it hurt when I collided with someone or got hit. But no, that wasn't the problem.

All the trouble was coming from the discs. As they began to press on the nerve that runs down the back of the leg to the heel, as they irritated it, there was an unpleasant sensation followed by pain. Even today, when I sit in one position for long periods of time, I'm still reminded of them.

Two years after the first operation I had peace, but gradually it started to come back. Not much at first, the left side of my body from the waist down was just kind of stiff all of a sudden, but week after week, month after month everything just got worse. The packed NHL schedule, the fly-overs, the little sleep after games, the twisted airplane seating, a different bed in every hotel... One piece to the next pieced together into a mosaic of pain.

A mosaic that, five years after the first surgery, had become so clogged that I had to go under the knife a second time. It got to the point where I couldn't even get in the car after a game. My left leg didn't feel like it wasn't mine.

I always managed to get through the fight somehow, I got pills and later injections for the pain and I was fine. But then when I got cold, everything was back and worse.

Gradually, I started exercising a lot more, just to avoid a second operation. I used to go to the stadium ahead of my teammates for that. Even three hours before the game. It took me an hour and a half just to get my body working. First I went into the hot tub to warm up, then I did a series of warm-up exercises, then a lap, then I got a massage, stretched - and only then did the guys start arriving.

But my condition was getting worse anyway.

It got to the point where one season I didn't even go to training anymore. Vrbic and Michym joked that they should cut my money because I wasn't doing anything, just playing games. But bouncing off those jokes, those were the only times I felt like laughing. I used to be in so much pain...

Dave was able to accommodate me, which I appreciated. I was already assistant captain that year, I had his trust, plus he knew he needed me in the games. He told me, "I'll leave it up to you, you have to tell me. Only you know how you feel. Whenever you need time off, I'm happy to give it to you. Just be ready for the game."

The result was that I hadn't been on the ice for three quarters of the season except for a game. While the guys were practicing, I was in the locker room doing rehab. I was putting myself in a condition that would allow me to play again next time.

At first it was good because I was able to rest and the pace of the NHL game itself kept me in shape, but over time I started to notice that others were physically better because they were on the ice every day. Even the half hour that is often spent training in the NHL will ultimately make a difference in such a long time.

I struggled with it for a while like that. I didn't know what to do. I saw that I was missing practices with the team, but I simply couldn't go to them because I was in pain. One time I was so down I couldn't even play, so Dave gave me a week off completely, no practices or games. At times like that I was gradually getting back to normal, but as soon as I started playing again, all the pain was back. But the whole thing just led to me having to have a second surgery in February 2015 anyway. After almost three years of only being able to play a game on pills or injections.

It became routine. They were pounding me with epidural and toradol, drugs that are used in hospitals, completely automatically.

I stumbled out of the car and said, "This sucks, I don't know if I'm gonna make it tonight. And the doctor says, "Take the pill and see." He always put the responsibility for the decision on me.

Of course, it always worked. I'd get my **** together in the warm-up, and then I wouldn't get sloppy. Of course I wanted to play then. At the time, I could do it. But that night I was writhing around in crazy pain, and before long it was gone and my back came back together.

In retrospect, it doesn't seem fair. Sure, the club pays me to do a job for them in games, so it's clear they want to get the best out of me. But almost three years of match after match under the bluffers? I don't need a medical degree to imagine the effect it must have on the body.

I wasn't addicted to anything, I never felt the need to take painkillers at home, but still...

Is it worth it to me? Is there a point to all this? Will it ever get better?


How many times have I asked myself these questions during that time. I never really got the answers. It was always that the team was counting on me. That I was a professional hockey player, under contract for big money, and expected to play. The older I got, the more and more that went through my head. Doubt, and at the same time, a reluctance to give anything up.

Maybe if I was a player on the edge of the lineup, someone who wasn't being looked at, I would have acted differently. I would have made easier decisions. But I always just barely slid into the skates despite all these difficulties - and then played all the important situations. Sometimes eighteen, sometimes twenty minutes a game. What a lot of hockey players would give for that kind of space.

That's why I always told myself I'd stick it out. I'm not giving this up willingly.

At the beginning of the 2016-17 season, I was just fine. It was a good fit for me at the World Cup, where I had a great line with Ondra Palatů and Milan Michalek. It was only three games, but a hockey player can tell right away if he is doing well or not.

My back didn't hurt, and after the second operation I kept practicing and maintaining myself.

I had a good season from a personal point of view and my contract was coming to an end. Coach Tippett and the new general manager, Chayka, came to me at training camp and said they would like to sign me before play started.

I said, "Great. We'll give it two or three more years and then we'll see what my health allows. I'd love to spend my whole career with one club. It'd be nice.

We agreed on the money and the length of the contract, the offer was sent to my agent and... And nothing happened.

Guys from other teams told me it was amateurism on the part of the club. I never found out why it all stuck, whether it was the inexperience of young Chayka or whether it was some kind of a setup from the beginning. I just kept calling the agent to tell him what was going on, that the season was starting, and he didn't get it. That no one was answering his phone. It went on like that for months. Chayka was avoiding me, I didn't even get a chance to talk to him, and the coach came to me at Christmas and said I was playing great and I was putting pressure on the front office to sign me. That I clearly belong to the club, I'm an important player.

But still nobody's talked to me or my agent.

As the transfer deadline approached, I vowed to stop talking about it because I would go crazy. Plus, they told me during January that they were really finally going to sign me though.

I was traded to Minnesota in February.

It was all weird, weird. I don't know if there was anything more to it. But I guess it was meant to be. At least I got to see another team, another city. Got to see what the NHL looks like from a different perspective.

I didn't have any problems with my back that year, I enjoyed hockey and for the first and last time in my career I scored 20 goals in the regular season. When I was choosing where to continue as a free agent in the summer, I had some interesting options: San Jose, Buffalo and Dallas. All on pretty much the same terms. I chose Dallas because I felt I had the best chance for team success there, and I could see a clear position in the lineup.

I was thirty years old, I knew what the NHL was all about, and I was looking forward to joining a strong team. The worst was behind me, now I would start to capitalize on what I had learned in the next phase of my career, I told myself.

But it didn't go exactly as planned...

I injured my ankle in camp, and when I came back, the old familiar back problems started again during the autumn. It got so bad that I had to have a third surgery a month before the end of the regular season. I didn't come back until the beginning of December.

First, second, third... I started missing games again. Until the Islanders came to town the day before Christmas.

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went home from the rink, there was no point in doing anything in the evening. Then on Christmas morning I went to the CT scanner, where the doctor discovered that something was still pressing on my nerve.

To this day, no one could tell me if it had been operated on wrong or if something had moved there again.

All I've heard is that there are two possibilities. One: I'd have to have another surgery, my fourth. They'd open me up again, front and back. They'd clean the affected area, and then I'd have another long recovery.

Option two: Let it go and see. It might get better, or it might not.

The third surgery alone was borderline. Because the same doctor operated on me in all cases, he told me afterwards that if the problems returned, he didn't recommend that I play anymore. Something could go really wrong. After all, they're drilling around your spinal cord, in your spine.

The first two times, they removed a piece of disc that was pressing on a nerve with a laser. The risk wasn't really that great there. But in the last surgery, they've already replaced the entire disc with a titanium disc and screwed two vertebrae together. There were already complications. I knew about Henrik Zetterberg, a great Swedish hockey player who had the same operation two years before me. He didn't even try to continue his career, said he couldn't go on, and quit. That made me a little nervous.

That's why it took me about ten months before I was able to return to the games. Ten months of really careful rehabilitation and training, whatever it took. Ten months, a significant part of which I couldn't even play with the kids properly, lest I make too violent a move.

And then suddenly there was pain again. The old familiar pain.

I took the CT scan results to several other doctors in the field and asked them the same question: if I have another surgery, can you guarantee I'll be able to function? That I can still play?

None of them could put it that way.

It might help, but... Digging into one spot in the spine four times, one scar piling on top of another, no wound ever completely healing. No one can guarantee that.

When I heard this from the last doctor I saw in New York, I had a definite breakthrough.

I knew it was really over.

Going into another surgery knowing it was a risk? And how will my body react when I'm done with hockey? Would I be restricted in any way?

These questions kept scrambling around in my head. I looked back at my contract, which still had two years left on it. I looked back at the guys on the team who had put their trust in me to help them. I looked back on knowing that I still had it in me. That even after three surgeries and almost a year without hockey, I could still play on a loaded team and make a difference. And sure, I was looking back at the money I was making as an experienced NHL player. It's what I and my family have today. But to want to make more and more money at any cost and risk my health and my everyday life for it? No, health doesn't buy you anything.

After my third surgery, I still wanted to play so my kids could see me in the NHL. Especially my older son was starting to see the hockey connection and he enjoyed watching me. I'm sorry I didn't make it through the two years left on my contract in Dallas, so that my kids would remember me as an NHL player. But on the other hand, every time I think about it, I remember the pain I was in and how long I suffered.

I remember several doctors telling me in no uncertain terms that it just wasn't worth it anymore.

I remember before the third surgery I told myself that if the trouble came back I was done, I wasn't going to try it anymore. I had it set in my mind, it was only when the moment actually came that I had to reaffirm my previous decision.

I remember at one point realizing that I was just fed up with it all.

I appreciate the fact that I can function as a normal person today. Without the daily physical strain of a professional hockey player, it is enough for my body to work out a few times a week, and then nothing limits me anymore. I can go on the ice with a young guy who is starting to develop in hockey, I can be there for him at this important time. I can shoot with him, play with him, give him advice. I continue to play hockey for fun on a recreational level, I'll slide in with the guys, have a beer with them.

I'm not sitting in a chair thinking I can't walk. From that standpoint, I definitely ended my career on time.

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Sometimes I ask myself what really dominates my memories of all those years in the NHL.

Joy?

Pain?

Honestly, it's about half and half. At the same time, the more time that passes, the more I remember the good things. I feel proud that I was able to play in the NHL for twelve years, and I had an important role in my teams the whole time. There aren't that many Czechs who can say that.

I take the pain as a toll for all this.

Everyone has a different way of playing hockey. You won't find a hockey player who went through everything fine, played for twenty years, made money and then goodbye. It cost everybody something. From a health standpoint, from a family situation, from a psychological standpoint... Someone has to work their way through the farm system, they're looking for a place in the NHL for a long time. I came in and I played on the spot. I played a lot. And that's what I had to pay for the privilege.

In the time around the surgeries, before and after, I suffered. I told myself I'd never get on the ice again, but once the wounds heal, you start to enjoy what you've been doing since you were a kid. Hockey, being with your teammates. It outweighs the pain in the moment, even though to some extent I was experiencing real suffering.

Was it worth it? At some point, shouldn't I have maybe chosen an easier path in hockey life and left the demanding NHL for Russia or somewhere even lower?

No, I'm sure I did the right thing in that regard.

Maybe I'll have some lasting effects, maybe I'll be somehow limited in my older age because of what I've done and had done to my body, but I've fulfilled the dream of maybe every little kid who starts playing hockey. I played in the NHL, I played for the national team in the Olympics and the World Championships. I'm sorry I never achieved team success, I don't have a medal or trophy from any event at home, but... But you can't always control that in a team sport. I'm happy with my career. Despite my back problems, I enjoyed my years in the NHL and I left something behind, I wasn't just in the numbers.

I was able to get where I wanted to go. I provided for my family financially. And the fact that I struggled for a while is part of the story.

Would it have been different if I'd taken better care of my body when I was younger? Sure, it could be. Although my doctor told me that my problems were more likely to be congenital, at the same time, the main thing he really laid on my heart after my first surgery at the age of twenty-one was that I would now have to exercise every day to strengthen my back.

I would sit in front of him and say "yeah yeah" while adding to myself: "Take it easy. You've got me off now, so I'll be fine."

I didn't do everything I could in my early days to prevent my problems. I certainly didn't. We can talk about the fact that maybe it would have made a difference if someone had told me at eighteen that, especially with my height, I needed to take better care of myself, needed to strengthen my midsection more than chase my shoulders and strong legs. Maybe then my career would have looked different. Maybe genetics would have caught up with me anyway, I would have had to have some surgery, but I definitely wouldn't have suffered the pain as much.

But on the other hand - even if someone was pushing me at 18, would I have listened to them?

I don't know.

I can't say that I wouldn't hear around me how I need to train hard, take care of my body or watch my diet. I mean, even our coaches were telling us to stretch, it's just that most of us kind of generally assumed it was useless.

I got drafted in the first round, what does anyone want me to do any stretching? You want me to go for a lap? Who's gonna tell me what to do?

Guys have a mind of their own at that age, and I was no different.

On the other hand, anyone who understood the importance of proper weight training and recovery early on could be sure that it gradually showed in his career.

So I can take it as my fault that I spent half of my time in the NHL in pain and often had to fight with my own body first, fool it before I could fight with the other team. Maybe I'd still be playing at the highest level now if I'd realized sooner that there is a component of hockey life that, while it seems unnecessary and annoying when you're young, is just as important as the ability to skate fast and shoot accurately.

It's not in my nature to impose myself anywhere, but if someone comes to me today and wants advice, I'll tell them absolutely everything I've learned. I'll tell him everything I've experienced and how every young hockey player should take care of his body, what kind of lifestyle he should follow, how he should exercise.

That he needs to invest in his body as much as he can. To work out properly and sufficiently. Know what to eat and when to eat it. To get enough rest. There is only one health, and no one has a body other than his own. For an athlete, it's his tool, so he has to take care of it. If someone hits your knee and tears a ligament, there's nothing you can do about it. But how you prepare for the long-term stress is up to you.

Parents should also know how to guide their children when their top sports career is at stake. If they have the means to do so, it's always a good idea to invest in working with specialists in all of the aforementioned areas because it will simply pay off. It will give young athletes the best possible starting point. And then as a parent, I want to be able to say that I did everything I could to help my child achieve their dream. To be able to see how he stacks up against the top competition without having to writhe in pain getting out of bed, like Hanzal had to do at one point.

If my story helps anyone else realize this and work on their health, what I went through made sense.
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(from Czech "Without Cliches" website. Very long story. No link to PIttsburgh - just a really cool personal story)

Ondrej Palat: "Get F%^&#$g Pissed Off!"


Czech original with some cool pics:

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or very good deep-learning translation through DEEPL.COM of the full article:
Spoiler:
**** you!
Ondřej Palát ice hockey


"Oh say can you see, by the dawn's early light..."

With these words the lyrics of the American national anthem begin. No need to translate them, I don't see any deeper meaning in them. Yet I know them by heart. Because every time I hear them, I get a chill down my spine.

I listen to the American national anthem on the blue line before the start of every NHL game. I've played seven seasons in the best hockey league in the world, but I still can't believe it.

So during the anthem, I just look around, take a deep breath and scan the crowded stands of all those modern arenas. I often catch myself asking myself: "Dude, Paly, what are you even doing here?"

Playing in the NHL is not a given for me, even after all these years.

I'm always thinking, "Dude, there's 20,000 people watching us. All these stars around. Even you. To the kid from Frýdek-Místek who a few years ago was crying on his mother's shoulder at the airport in Prague that he didn't want to go to America to play hockey."

It's always just a brief moment during which time stops for me. In that moment, all those memories of my childhood flash through my mind, when my parents saved every penny for my dreams and sacrificed all their time for it, along with my sister Misha.

Memories of the difficult moments in the juniors, when I was exhausted and vomited into the basket on the bench after practice and told myself that I had no chance here. The feeling of being the unwanted kid that no one talked to at Tampa's first training camp.

And the time I yelled out loud to myself one day during a game, "**** you and show everyone you're the best!"

That's when everything in my hockey life turned upside down.

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I grew up in a normal Czech family. We didn't have deep pockets, but we couldn't jump around either. More or less until I was fifteen I had to play hockey with just old wooden sticks. I didn't see my first graphite sticks until my junior year after I transferred to Vítkovice. I was looking at them like a fool then.

Hockey was always retro heavy in my town.

Then when I first came to a big club at the age of 15 with my old gear, I felt downright embarrassed in front of the others. I never had anything new in my childhood, and we were really unlucky in that respect. When my parents saved up for my first composite CCM, my opponents broke it in the second game. I cried while my dad was on his knee in the garage trying to weld it.

I've also always had my dream white Nike skates. The same ones Wayne Gretzky used to wear in his New York Rangers jersey. I really wanted them, but it was no fun to get them back then. My dad saved up for them for months before Santa gave them to me for Christmas. It was one of the best presents I ever got as a kid.

I soon lost them.

I was in the fifth grade then, and it seems like yesterday. We were returning from a match in Kopřivnice and on the way home, still driving our old 100 Gliwice, we stopped at Tesco to do some shopping. My kit bag didn't fit in the boot under the front bonnet, so I had it next to me in the back seat. We could only be in the shop for half an hour at most, and when we got back to the car, the bag was gone.

Normally, someone had stolen it while we were shopping. From the parking lot of the biggest store in town. In broad daylight.

We were shocked the window wasn't even broken. I still don't understand how that guy got in. Anyway, he got us into a lot of trouble. It was a total massacre for the whole family, especially me. My parents were penniless at the time and I had nothing to play in. What now?

Mr. Nogol saved us. He was an old gentleman who was the custodian of the arena in Frýdek-Místek at that time. Unfortunately, he's dead now, but he did everything for me then. Probably I owe it to him today that some thug, whom nobody ever found, didn't end my career. Mr. Nogola managed to put together a complete hockey team. He gave us absolutely terrible equipment and horrible old hockey skates for free. I played the next two seasons in that. There was no other way to do it then.

You'll probably laugh at me and this must sound crazy, but I've been afraid to leave my car in the parking lot ever since. I really have a total block in my head that something's going to happen again. That's when I cried for three days straight. I just loved those skates that were in the bag. I loved them so much I used to sleep with them in my bed. And then somebody stole them from me.

That memory has stayed with me all my life and partly illustrates my character. Perhaps you've seen it in your conversations with me. I'm more of an introvert. A person who protects her own privacy and doesn't let strangers in.

I don't remember my parents ever telling me that I'd play in the NHL or at least the NHL one day. That idea alone would sound downright ridiculous in light of all the circumstances described above. I only played hockey because I wanted to and because I enjoyed it so much from a young age. I lived it.

At the family cottage outside the city, I used to shoot at the goal from morning till night and then in the summer I used to dress up like a fool every day at home. The summer break was absolutely unbearable. Every time they melted the ice after the end of the season in the old and now long demolished hall in Frýdek, I used to shed tears. I just absolutely loved hockey. There were posters of Datsyuk, Jagr and Hasek hanging above the bunk bed I shared with my sister in the children's room at home. Those were probably my biggest childhood role models. I played against the first two, and that actually made something come true that I hadn't imagined for a long time.

Later, of course, I admired other hockey players. In the makeshift gym my dad built in the basement of our cottage, I put up pictures of Alex Ovechkin and Sidney Crosby. I worked out there every summer as a junior, lifting weights and watching them. By sheer coincidence and happenstance, it was Crosby who stood on the ice in my NHL debut as my opponent.

It helped me a lot in my career that I started in a small club. Thanks to that, I could always play two years up from the first grade. I'm class of 1991, but I've been playing with eighty-niners the whole time. I guess I could have played with my year group, stood out there and had a million points. It's just that I was playing against stronger and taller guys all the time, and I had to learn to be smarter on the ice. To keep up with them, that was all I had to do.

My dad's a hockey coach. He was still working as an electrician at the time and he also managed the teams I was going through in Frýdek-Místek for a couple of years. Even though it was very hard for me many times, he always told me, "Just get used to it, hockey is a tough sport."

It seemed normal to me.

I only got on the ice with my peers at the end of the season when they needed help or at Christmas tournaments. Those guys were great, they always welcomed me and we won those games. It was a really great time.

From a young age, I was also very precise in training. While my dad was teaching me to be tough, my mom was adding value with her incredible serve. She never missed a single game in the stands if she could. She filmed every one of my substitutions on an old camera, so even as a little kid I could look back on my matches at home and think about what I could have done better in a given situation. And I had a lot of fun thinking about it.

Even later, after I moved to Vítkovice, where I earned my first money as a junior, about two thousand crowns a month, hockey was no fun for our family. Time-wise and financially, because the gas for the daily commute to Ostrava cost a lot of money. I used to go with another friend and our parents took turns driving us. We would stand on the sidewalk by the roundabout behind Tesco and wait to see who would pick us up this time. Now and then, of course, we had to travel by bus or train too. But Mum is a teacher and she tried to accommodate us as much as she could. Many times she even took her notebooks with her and corrected the kids' papers on the steering wheel while waiting outside the hall for our practice to end.

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These are all things that you only realise over time. What parents are willing to sacrifice for their children, who take it for granted. They could have put us on a bike and sent us to soccer practice outside the city in the countryside, they wouldn't have had to worry about anything. They'd have peace from us and no one could blame them. But they were there for us. Although it was often not easy for them, my sister and I always got what we wanted most in the end.

I'm so grateful to them for that.

And I hope that's why I've stayed sane to this day.

From a young age, even with more modest circumstances at home, we were brought up to be humble and keep our feet on the ground. I'll never play the star. It's my basic credo in life. I pride myself on it and I try to behave accordingly in public. I'm not entirely comfortable posing for the cameras, I don't feel natural even when I'm being interviewed by the media. That's probably why relatively few people recognize me on the street and I'm perfectly comfortable with it. I have no desire to be known and admired. I like my peace and freedom.

I still want to be just that guy from Frýdek-Místek.

So I can't even imagine flying private jets, even though I could probably afford it. I save my money or spend it in a completely different way. I still love rolls and pate for dinner, but that doesn't mean I can't enjoy myself. You know I also like to go to expensive restaurants and indulge in vacations we never dreamed of before.

Ondřej Palát, ice hockey

It never occurred to me until I was fifteen that I could play hockey for a living and have such a good time. Actually, I couldn't even think about it. School was the absolute priority in our family. I went to hockey class in primary school, but after that I had to go to high school. I didn't pass the state entrance exam, so I at least went to private school.

I first started thinking about hockey being my job in Vítkovice. We used to have practice early in the morning before school, so I always left the booth when the extra-league team took the ice. Among those guys were guys like Burger, Ujcik or Malik. An unbelievable team that made it to the finals twice in a row. I always stopped at the rim behind the glass, watched their smiles at practice or the bag, and dreamed how beautiful it would be if I could one day make a living doing what I enjoy most in life.

Even though I already perceived that these guys weren't doing badly, I didn't care about the money. And the thought of the NHL? That was complete nonsense. The only time I came into contact with it was on the weekend, when the TV was on in the morning. I watched it with my mouth open and thought it was impossible.

My goal was the league.

That's as far as I could see.

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I remember the day I first entered an NHL game minute by minute exactly.

The farm team and I were bussed in for a two-day trip that included only one game. Coach told us not to wear jackets at all because of that. That we were going in team shorts. But that evening, Steve Yzerman, then Tampa Bay's general manager, called me at the hotel to tell me that the next day's game was in nearby Pittsburgh and the Lightning needed me. A limo was on its way to pick me up.

I was shaken like a leaf. I was a huge stressor at the time. I've been like that since I was a kid, I still remember the terror of being called out by teachers and having to go in front of the board and say something. I felt the same way then. The nervousness came before I could hang up the phone. It just popped into my head: I don't have a suit!

I'm supposed to go to my first NHL game in a shorts suit?

Steve Yzerman, like a good man, said on the phone that it was okay.

But I did. I felt terrible. Everyone in the Tampa booth would have laughed at me.

I immediately headed to the mall in a completely crazy town, knowing I didn't have much money in my account. So instead of going to Hugo Boss, I headed to a thrift store, where, by sheer coincidence, one of my jackets fit. I continued to be stressed, but at least I was somewhat comforted by the knowledge that I wouldn't be going to my NHL debut as the biggest bum.

Ondřej Palát, ice hockey

The limo dropped me off in front of the hotel, where I met Alex Killorn in my room. Today, he's my longtime teammate and a very important player for Tampa. But back then, he was a kid who had been in the NHL just a few days longer than me. And so we both stood there in mute amazement, looking around to see if it was true.

I only made it to one practice with the team before my big day came. Of course, then-captain Vincent Lecavalier, a club legend, booed me in the warm-up before the game. As is customary, he sent me on a ride that every rookie in the NHL goes through. In the tunnel, he told me I had to go on the ice first and lead my teammates. While the whole team stayed behind me, I skated around the ice of the Pittsburgh arena by myself and the fans there stared at what a fool he was.

But then I experienced a feeling in the game that I was familiar with at the time from similar crisis situations. I didn't feel tired at all. I was flying back and forth on the ice, made a couple of substitutions against Sidney Crosby, and even scored my first point. It was a crazy pass. I was looking for Nate Thompson, but the puck bounced off one of the sticks, hit Tom Pyatt in the nose, and then bounced off him into the net.

Who cares today?

That goal was ugly. But I, a kid from Frýdek-Místek, didn't care. I had my first NHL point and I got a puck as a souvenir, which I still have at home.

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I have great memories of Vitkovice. There was an incredible team there in our time. Mrazek and Vošvrda were in goal, guys like Adam Polášek, Roman Szturc, Ondra Šedivý or Honza Káňa were in the midfield. I was the youngest of them, but I was playing on the first two lines, scoring points and I felt I was playing good hockey.

I could have gone to America after my junior year. I was drafted by Seattle, but I was sixteen years old and barely 50 kilos. Physically, I wasn't ready for it, and my mother, as a teacher, gave me a very strict ban. I had to continue my studies in high school.

It was absolutely the right decision.

The following year we won the junior league with Vítkovice and I met my wife.

On the day we were returning with her parents from our first holiday together in Croatia, my agent called me in the car. I had been drafted by Drummondville of the Quebec league, and since I had gained some weight throughout the year, I had a clear idea. Regardless of the fact that Bara and I had been dating for six months and had had absolutely wonderful moments of infatuation, I said without hesitation: I'm in!

The euphoria was replaced, as is usual for me, by absolutely incredible stress. I was already freaking out three weeks before I left. I was nervous and missed everyone, even though I hadn't left yet. My mom was at home helping me pack my suitcase and I was in tears.

Ondřej Palát, ice hockey

Where on earth am I going, who am I going to stay with? And how am I going to get along with them?

My parents didn't help me much.

They cried too.

They drove me to Prague and two hours before my departure there was a grave silence between us at the airport. We just sat at the table and looked at each other. Nobody wanted to cry, but we all had tears in our eyes.

To this day, I still don't like goodbyes. And this one was really rough. I didn't speak any English, so I couldn't even fill out the questionnaire to enter Canada on the plane. It all came off on the spot. I was greeted at the airport by my host family, who were absolutely awesome to meet at first sight. A married couple with two kids. The girl was seven, the boy about nine. These two caparts became my best friends without a joke. They helped me in the beginning of my life abroad like no one else. I spent all my free time with them. We'd go to the pool or play video games. And thanks to that, I learned English in a month, so that I started to understand everyone around me quite well.

Ondřej Palát, ice hockeyI didn't have any Czech teammates in town, I was all alone. But the kids managed to keep me so busy that I didn't have time to feel homesick. My parents and my girlfriend and I Skyped every night and I started to feel good.

Hockey-wise, it was a massacre. There were sixty dudes ready for pre-season camp, who were pumped up and physically much more advanced at first glance, which I could tell after every practice.

It was called the mountain test. We simply rode lines at the end of practice.

Goal, blue, goal, red and so on. Anyone who didn't do everything in 50 seconds got a rest and had to do it again.

That test doesn't make any sense to me even today. Because if you don't pass it the first time, you'll never pass it again. I didn't get it right the first time until Christmas. The coaches choked me like that six times in a row on the ice. I hated it. At best, I was lying helpless on the ice, at worst I was vomiting over the rim into the basket.

I just wasn't physically up to it.

I barely made the team's third line, I had something like forty points for the season. I played a tough average, and still brought on my worst injury. All on purpose at a time when my parents first flew in to see me and we all wanted to enjoy those few days a year together. Right at the start of the first game, which my parents were watching from the stands, I blocked a cross from the blue with my mouth. Two teeth came out and my jaw was broken into thirty pieces.

I went into surgery, I still have two plates in my mouth and scars on my face that I will never get rid of. I didn't recognize myself in the mirror at the time. My mouth was swollen and wired, I was doped up on painkillers and couldn't eat or speak. My parents sat next to me like that for ten days before their plane home.

But that season was also the first time I started to realize that there were guys around me who would probably make it somewhere someday. We used to have a guy named Sean Couturier, who's now a star with the Philadelphia Flyers. He was only 16, but he had scouts and reporters coming to see him. It was all about him, and for the first time, I realized that if I could just hang out here, I could probably get somewhere.

Ondřej Palát, ice hockey

I believed that the second season would be great for me. I worked out at home in the gym with my dad over the summer, and he kept pounding on my head to be more confident. That was the biggest problem that was holding me back at the time.

Knowing I was more mature, stronger and faster, I started the season with five games. And they were just as miserable as all the ones before. I was sitting in the locker room at halftime, eyes downcast, when I suddenly yelled at myself in front of the entire locker room: "Get the **** out of here and be the best!"

My teammates were looking at me like I was an *******.

I scored two goals in that game.

That's when my career took off towards the NHL, because everything has been going well since then. The coaches put me on the first line with Couturier. I had 96 points that season and an unbelievable streak of scoring three hat tricks in a row. The total turnaround and incredible performances came only because I let go of others and started to trust myself. I still say those words to myself before every game.

"**** you. And be the best."

Because that's when all those scouts started coming to watch me. because some guy named Palat found faith in himself and started to stand out on the ice.

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But the road to the NHL was still complicated.

In my first, severely mediocre season, I could hardly think that I would be picked in the draft. And in the second one, when I was already dominating the ice, the World Twenty20 Championship didn't work out at all.

I came to the championship slightly injured and sick. From a purely personal point of view, I played very badly and was very disappointed. I wanted to do my best, but from the first rotation it just wasn't me.

My confidence was gone, like I left him in the minors. But my nature forced me to at least play my best for the team at that moment. The assistant coach at the time, Frantisek Musil, came up to me after the tournament and asked me how I played. I answered him honestly that I was a disappointment from my point of view. But he told me: "Don't be silly, I liked you. You played for the team. Keep it up."

But so what? That tournament was a draft, and scouts look at a forward for goals anyway. They opened up the championship stats and they couldn't find my name at the top.

So six months later I was watching the draft at home on the computer and I didn't believe it at all. Even my agent told me the chances were slim. The sixth round ended and I closed my laptop resignedly, because there was no point in waiting any longer. I went to bed.

Ondřej Palát, ice hockey Fifteen minutes later, Spalenka's agent called me to wake up. Tampa Bay picked me. Steve Yzerman read my name at the very end of the draft. I was selected 208th overall. There were only three other hockey players after me.

But the happiness of actually getting drafted was quickly replaced by the sobering realization that being drafted in the late seventh round didn't really mean anything. The organization simply had nothing to lose by the selection, which I saw for myself when I arrived at the first camp for young players. Everybody there looked at me like I was trash. There were guys who had gone through the first or second round. And then me. More or less a lost cause in the eyes of the guys I was supposed to compete with.

I had a good week, though. It was a lot of fun hockey, a lot of hard work, and I knew I gave it my all. And then out of the blue came an invitation to Tampa's main preseason camp.

At that time I had already agreed with my team that I would continue in the junior league. They held my spot for me and nobody thought I'd go to the farm. I took the minors for granted, too. But two weeks of main camp passed, the coaches started to fire their first players and I was still sitting in the booth alongside, in my eyes, absolute gods Steven Stamkos or Martin St. Louis.

This allowed me to go to the pre-tournament with the backup team. I knew I couldn't let this chance slip through my fingers. I made a vow to just fight for a spot on the farm. Among other things, I realized that for the first time in my life I had a chance to earn some money playing hockey.

I was playing for whether I would continue to get a hundred dollars a week in juniors or whether I would turn pro in the AHL and get a better American salary. It was really the only chance to start a full relationship with Barca, who at that time we couldn't afford to buy plane tickets to see each other regularly during the season.

Thirty of us went to that tournament in St. Johns, Canada. It was three preliminary games, after which the coaches had to ruthlessly cut one line from the team. I knew full well that I was fighting for a spot that three other players were vying for. I bit my tongue, I had to grab it at all costs.

I experienced the same feeling I had later in my first NHL game. My legs were moving like never before with every shift and I didn't feel any fatigue. I was hustling for the team, getting back on defense, putting up some points on top of that and being crazy confident. After the last game, I changed in the locker room and waited anxiously to see what would happen. I caught a glimpse of Julien BriseBois, now Tampa's general manager, talking one by one with the guys who were my opponents. Normally, he'd send them to the ECHL. And he kept me on the team.

"Congratulations, you're going to Norfolk," he shook my hand.

The situation took everybody by surprise. Ironically, no one seemed to have considered the possibility that I would be the seventh pick in the first year of the draft. Not even the club itself. And so I left for the AHL without a signed, or at least pre-negotiated, contract. That simply meant I didn't have the money to even have a place to live.

Luckily I met Jarda Janus, Radko Gudas and Richard Panik at the farm. Norfolk was a pleasant town in Virginia about forty miles from the ocean. Most of my teammates lived there, but our Czech-Slovak group decided to rent a house on the beach and commute to play hockey. I didn't have much say in it at the time. I lived with the guys on credit. They paid for everything for two months because I didn't have a dime. I didn't see my first money until November, and to this day everybody still makes fun of me for it.

Risha Panik and I watched the games from the stands for the first two months, we didn't fit in the lineup. After every training session we were adding unbelievable doses in the gym and wanted to grab our place. But it was like nobody cared. It happened that the team wouldn't even take us to away games, so while our teammates were away playing hockey, we would go out for beers in the evening.

But we still believed we could do it. That it would break. And we convinced each other that we had to work harder.

After Christmas, there were some changes in the team due to trades and we finally started to work our way through the lineup together. By January, Risha and I were even playing with Tyler Johnson on the first line. Everything started to work again. Our team pedaled the following months unbelievably. We won the whole league, and even went on a twenty-eight game winning streak. It's still the longest winning streak in the history of professional hockey.

A lot of players will tell you the AHL is hell. That even teammates are selfishly going against each other because they're fighting for those few first-team NHL spots. But we had an unbelievable time there. We had a lot of fun with the Czech and Slovak guys in the beach house. In the morning, we'd work out and then go surfing in the ocean after lunch. Eventually we started having parties on the beach by the house, where the whole team would gather. And believe me, we weren't afraid to do it - every two days we'd all chill until dawn.

I'm convinced that this made the team a group that pulled together and went out to win every game.

We didn't know anything else then.

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A very important teammate for my career was Martin St. Louis.

When I became a regular first-team player in Tampa, Steven Stamkos hit the bar and broke his leg. A key player on the team was out for practically the whole season, it was a real mess.

And it was Martin St. Louis, our elite center, who went up to Coach Cooper in person and said he wanted to play with me and Tyler Johnson. We both went places that morning, performance-wise. St. Louis talked to me all the time. At practice, after practice, during the game. It got on my nerves sometimes, but he was just a hockey stickler who wanted to improve everything and everybody.

I remember a moment in one game when I was leading the puck down the boards and he was right next to me. Nobody was pressuring us, we had time for everything. And I put a beautiful flip-flop on his stick. I could've passed it down the ice, but I threw it in the air. It landed a millimeter on his blade. I just heard it tap beautifully on his yellow stick, and he went to the bench with a smile on his face.

He yelled at me for three periods there.

"That was the last time you did anything like that!" He pissed me off, telling me not to play around and do stupid things like that when it wasn't necessary. He hit me so hard I still remember it. It was one of the most valuable pieces of advice.

I don't think I have any other. I'm not gonna talk about how hard you have to work. You know, on the farm, in Canadian juniors, or at preseason camp, the other 60 guys work just as hard, this is a given. You can't really plan your way to the NHL, you have to be very lucky. Not only in different moments and games, but also in the people you're around and the people you run into. Like Martin St. Louis standing up for you and pulling you up or meeting a coach who likes your style.

I've been lucky enough to have that. Coach John Cooper and I are basically copying our own careers. He coached me in the AHL and now he's my coach in the NHL. Sure, there were times when he milked me like a dog, but he was always fair and appreciative of my game. He's a coach who can get what he excels at out of everybody.

But most important of all are the people you have around you at home. And for me, besides my parents and my sister, that's undoubtedly my wife, Bára. I fell in love with her at first sight and never did anything stupid because of it.

When I first started in America, we talked on Skype for two or three hours a day. I was seven thousand miles away, but I was still in love up to my ears. I often told her to go out with her friends and have a nice evening, but instead she would go to part-time jobs to save money for a plane ticket to see me, and in the process she looked forward to seeing me at least on the monitor.

Ondřej Palát, ice hockey

She could've told me to go to hell. Look at me like a hockey stick and think, God knows what I'm doing in America. But she supported me from the beginning. We've been together since we were 17, even though we saw each other maybe three times in our first two years in junior. I can't imagine where else I'd find a girl this nice.

She's also the main reason I've never taken to the skies and stayed humble.

I still try to approach my training the same way. I too see how the players around me are getting faster and how I have to add more and more in training every year to keep up with it all. On the outside I may be too nice for a hockey player, but I have my dad's stubbornness. Just like he competes with himself even on vacation on the slopes to get as many miles in a day as possible, I come to the ice with the same desire to do the best job for my team.

Those are the basic drivers that really got me somewhere in the end.

They're the reason one unknown kid from Frýdek-Místek listens to the American anthem three times a week on the ice in front of packed stands.
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THE STORY OF MY ALL-TIME FAVORITE PLAYER, ONE OF MY FAVORITE COACHES, AND THE BEST POST-GAME INTERVIEW I HAVE EVER SEEN!!

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(from Czech "Without Cliches" website. Very long story. No link to PIttsburgh - just a really cool personal story.)

Vinny Prospal: "No way back"




Czech original with some cool pics:
https://www.bezfrazi.cz/pribehy/vaclav- ... sta-zpatky" onclick="window.open(this.href);return false;

or very good deep-learning translation through DEEPL.COM of the full article:
Spoiler:
There's no going back
Václav Prospal ice hockey


"I'm very happy for the way things turned out tonight..."

Paul Kennedy, the guy who interviewed us in Tampa, nodded because he got the answer he expected to his question. On the bench, where he had caught me thanks to my two goals against Montreal in a 3-2 win, he was about to put the microphone back to himself and ask another question.

But I continued.

"This is the greatest satisfaction I've ever gotten personally as a hockey player."

Paul asked if I could elaborate a bit. The classic short post-game interview, the kind that is broadcast on local TV and on the cube in the arena to usher spectators out of the stands, took on a new dimension that morning.

"Because I lost my roster spot last game and I shouldn't have lost it. And today, I shoved it up somebody's ass."

"I shoved it up to somebody's butt." I said it exactly like that.

Paul stared for a moment before he regained his composure and added a few more questions to shut us up.

No sooner had I appeared in the hallway leading to the cabin then what I had sort of suspected came...

"Vinny **** Prospal! Get into my **** office!"

Torts, Coach John Tortorella, had of course recorded my conversation. And he had no trouble deciphering that the ass I was symbolically shoving into was his. If you don't understand English, know that he immediately called me on the carpet using a word choice of comparable level.

Better said, he called me in for a solid ****. He gave me a lens like a cow, what dare I publicly mock him like that.

All the bad blood was due to a situation from the previous game against Atlanta, where after a few games where I started getting less and less space, I suddenly found myself written into the lineup on the fourth line. Until then, I had been playing steadily in the first line with Vinny Lecavalier and Martin St. Louis and I had the second highest number of goals on the team after Vinny.

It didn't sit well with Torts that he would cut me like that without giving me a hint.

We had a big fight after that game. Years later, I learned something he wouldn't admit to me. That Brad Richards, a great player and a guy who was drafted by Tampa and grew up to be a star in the league under Torts, just wanted to play with Vinny and Marty instead of me. He asked for the job.

The three of them started together against that Montreal team before Torts suddenly threw me back into the lineup after two substitutions.

I came on the ice full of energy, I was always on the puck, creating chances, taking shots and by the end of the first period I scored a goal to make it 2-2. And then in the third period I decided the game.

I was on my knees, thanking the crowd. And that's exactly the emotion that came over me in that interview.

Torts liked it when someone stood up and gave him an opinion. But this was over the line even for him.

They were discussing my performance on national TV, and as the trade deadline was approaching, the host yelled that I was definitely done with this and would go elsewhere.

And I did. Although I continued to shoot well, a few days later I was shipped out to Philadelphia, where I subsequently spent three and a half months without my family in a hotel.

When I found out about the trade, I went to the stadium before the other guys arrived to get my gear. I'm already loaded up, backing out of my seat, and suddenly Torts pulls up not far from me. I'm barely in gear, he's walking right at me.

Something dawned on me, I slammed on the brakes and got out. With a dumpling in my mouth, I shook his hand and said thank you for everything he'd done for me. I guess he was so taken aback that he wished me well too.

If I hadn't bitten back my pissed offness and stopped then, maybe just waved at Torts from behind the wheel, my NHL career might have ended soon.

Two hundred and fifty games sooner than it did.

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Don't look left to right and follow the voice of the heart.

That's how you can characterize my journey through the hockey world, but maybe also the way I got my wife Monika. The best person I could ever ask for next to me.

After my second season in the NHL, I was preparing at home in Budejovice in the summer at Mr. Pouzar's gym and that's where I saw her one day.

I knew immediately that she was the one.

I still remember what she was wearing, how her hair was styled, what towel she was wearing. It was so strong. I couldn't stop thinking about her. As soon as I saw her at the gym again, I decided to approach her.

"Hello, would you like to join me for coffee?"

She agreed. We met at the Deep, I arrived in a suit with a blue shirt and wore nice shoes. I was used to this from overseas. I brought a red rose and we went to sit in the cave restaurant Eleonora.

I had Moncha's attention. Maybe it was just the fact that I was polite.

She told me later that someone else had approached her the same day I did. And that she was still in a relationship at the time.

I didn't care either way. I just knew I needed this girl by my side. It was love, it was longing... And it was blindness, because I didn't realize I was going back to Ottawa in three weeks and I was going to leave Moncha behind. So I confidently approached her parents and asked if they would let their barely grown daughter come to Canada with me. That she would have an open return ticket and could come back any time she felt like it. But I can't leave her here for a whole year.

We skipped the dating phase, went straight to living together and got to know each other in more detail than many other couples have in a comparable period of time.

When we came back after a few months and I went to my parents' house and Moncha went back to her parents' house, after three days we couldn't be apart. Since her family owned a hotel in Hluboká, they allocated us an apartment where we stayed for the summer.

Room number 8.

Even when Vinny was born later, and after him Verunka, we still came back here, we always carried bags of stuff at the beginning of the summer and after three months we moved them out again, until we got our own house.

Now we're moving into it for the summer with our four beautiful children.

As I once went into it thinking that I wouldn't give up Moncha, that deep in my heart I felt that way, that feeling is even stronger today. Knowing that you have someone beside you who is your best friend and support is beyond words.

I made the right decision and I stood by my decision. I didn't assume anything other than it would be the way I dreamed it would be.

Just as it had been at the beginning of my career in America.

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When I was eighteen, I worked at a camp all summer.

Just not the kind you'd expect. This wasn't some NHL team camp. It was Long Meadow Camp Resort, where I went after I graduated from a three-year chef-waiter program.

Shortly before that, I had won the European Under-18 Championship, and thanks to the division of the republic, when a lot of guys from Slovakia dropped out, I made the junior national team right away. In the youth league I was scoring almost two points per game.

Still, I saw my path to the Motor team as virtually unrealistic. At that time there was an offense packed with guys like Filip Turek, Roman Horák, Luboš Rob or Radek Bělohlav, and Radek Ťoupal and Roman Božek came back from abroad. There was nowhere to squeeze in and I was definitely not a finished player yet. I thought I'd try the army. Písek, Tábor... I was negotiating the first league and I was grateful that Motor signed me for a symbolic amount at least for the summer training and I could train with them.

In addition, I managed a short-long week at Long Meadow. After training, I changed into my pinglings and rushed off on my mini-bike to earn some money. We used to be open till 10pm, the Dutch and Austrian caravanners liked to go for a cheap beer and I would bring it to their table.

Shortly before that, Vasek Slánský, a Czech scout from Philadelphia, invited me to the Hotel Praha. To meet Inge Hammarström, a Swede who played in the NHL in the 70s and after his career became a Flyers scout. I must have made an impression on both of them, because one Sunday evening in late June 1993, after arriving home from my cottage in Vrábč, I picked up the phone and learned that I had been drafted by Philadelphia the day before.

In the third round, as the fourth Czech that year. A few spots ahead of Miloš Holaně, the best hockey player in our league at that time and a fresh winner of the Golden Hockey Stick. A guy who broke offensive records even as a defenseman.

The Flyers took him, too. But some guy named Venca Prospal, a Budweiser teenager, a waiter at the Dlouhá louka campground, got the nod.

My father and I went to Mr. Pouzar, the president of Motor at the time, to ask him if I saw my chance in the team and if they would let me go to the camp.

A real hockey camp this time. Philadelphia.

Mr. Pouzar had no problem with that. Anyway, the only reason they gave me a minimum contract before was because I was drafted. I found out from my agent, Mira Henyš, what the general manager at the time, Mr. Prazak, said.

"Let Prospal go, he'll never play hockey anyway. If he makes it to the NHL, I'll eat my own shoes."

As far as I know, he hasn't eaten any of his shoes to this day.

But you know what... Criticism is motivation. Everybody can feel differently, but I've always felt that way. Whenever someone doubted me, I was all the more eager to prove them wrong. It drove me to be even better. To prove to myself what I was really good at.

Besides, Mr. Prazak was a good businessman. For the two and a half thousand a month he signed me for, Motor later got $125,000 from Philadelphia. That's how the compensation was set for players under contract at the time.

That was a hell of a lot of money for a dude like that to walk out of here without missing a beat.

When I found out I'd helped my hometown club like that, I was pleased. And I can thank Mr. Prague for that famous comment today. If he had seen something in me when I was 18 and not let me go to America, who knows how my career would have turned out.

I was lucky in that moment alone. It was one of the pieces of the puzzle that, in my case, fit together the way I needed it to. One of the first ones. The others were to follow immediately.

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I don't know how I did it with my English at the time, but at my very first meeting with the Flyers management I said that I had already played two years of junior hockey at home and I wanted to move on. And that they don't want me in Motor and I have nowhere else to go, so if I were to go back to the Czech Republic for the season, I don't know who would be interested in me.

It's quite possible that I'd quit hockey.

Maybe they were scared that they would easily lose their high draft pick that they used on me, but anyway, after a few practices with the first team at the camp, they decided to send me to Hershey to the farm, where overseas players could go from the age of 20. As a European, I was allowed to play at eighteen. They gave me a twenty-five game tryout contract to see if I was at least AHL-ready.

Before they sent Milos to me after some time, I was the only Czech there and I didn't know what to do. As a teenager, I suddenly found myself in a completely strange environment with a bunch of tough guys, I had no friends, I didn't know my way around, and I needed to establish myself immediately. To make a difference. To show that I was better than the local boys.

That gave me the best schooling of my life. I saw daily that the only way was to work honestly on myself and trust that it would ultimately show. Trying to be better than yesterday. Every practice, every game. To show that I'm ready for this competition.

If I'm even a player that can think about the NHL.

If my tryout didn't work out, the deal was I'd go to junior in Red Deer. But it never even got to the point where I had to start thinking about it. Because after ten games, they signed me to a five-year contract. That really started my fight for the NHL.

A fight that eventually lasted three and a half years. Three and a half years during which I was told several times that I wasn't going in the right direction.



In my second season, for example, I got to the point where I was stuck between healthy scratches for ten games. I didn't take my clothes off, I watched my teammates from the stands. Every morning I'd look at the lineup on the bulletin board and I wouldn't see my name on it. The morning warm-ups were over, and while the players who had a game that evening went to eat and then rest, the assistant coach was there skating me back and forth for three quarters of an hour.

But he didn't break me.

One time it happened again that I played second line, had a goal and an assist, and the next game I didn't get a single substitution. Not one. For the second period, coach told me to go open the bench.

So I went and opened the bench. Pissed at everybody in the world.

There were times when I cried. I'd come home and I'd get all worked up. I was pounding on my parents' phone, like I did on Monica's shoulder many years later when I was choked up in Tampa at 30 by Torts, so much so that I just had to vent somehow.

But in both cases, I just needed to show my momentary helplessness to those closest to me. Somewhere inside me, I refused to admit that it would bring me down anyway. That I'd be so soft.

Back then on the farm, packing up and going somewhere else wasn't even an option. To another team or back home. I'd be betraying my own vision, which was out of the question.

My vision was that I was gonna lose it. That I'd show everyone that I could do it.

And it was done anyway. Where would I go back to? I haven't made it in the Flyers organization, I haven't made any other teams take notice. And going home? I'd be done. That would mean I didn't make it. My hockey would be over, it wouldn't be. I just couldn't go back.

So when it got to the point where I wasn't even in the lineup ten times in a row, it came in handy that we played cards for shots one weekend at the family place where I was staying. I lost. And what can I tell you, I got drunk as a cattle, changed blood, as they say. We had the second day off, so I ran it out and was ready to go back to practice Monday morning to fight for my job. With the caveat that there was no plan B.

Plan B was unacceptable. I had my plan A and I wasn't changing it.

Because when you change your plan, it's a sign of weakness. That's panic.

My plan was the NHL. That's where I was going.

It was all about desire. It's about how much desire you can find in yourself to get through all these moments when you're totally **** up. When you're stuck on a bus for hours and hours for nothing.

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It's not easy, not everyone can do it, but I did it. Every time, somewhere down there, I found another piece of desire and will. And because I know that it's possible, that it's worth it, I'm sorry for Czech hockey that many guys today don't make it any longer.

After all, even players like Patrik Elias and Petr Sýkora had to work their asses off on the farm before they could convince themselves that they had what it takes. Same with Pleky. There's only a few guys who were so mature and came to their club at such a time that they had the privilege to play among the best and to be paid right away. The rest of us had to be convinced of that first. And then when we earned the move up, we appreciated the chance.

That's exactly it. The farm should still serve to open the player's eyes and make him appreciate what he has.

In my case, a lot of disappointments led to that realization. Year after year at Flyers camp the same scenario - being sent to the farm, which at that point you take like a slap in the face. A slap that knocks you down. But only for a little while, because there's no other way than to start working hard again and convince yourself that you deserve your spot. I know now that this is a process, a plan for the club to develop players. At the time you think it's a bad plan, because you think you've got it down, but then you look at the pictures years later and you're like, what a Canaan, an ear...

No. Everything has its time and evolution.

I'm just seeing it now. Back then, I kept wondering when the **** it was gonna break. Why don't they call me upstairs? I'm already a good player... Oh, ****, I wasn't.

I needed to go through all this. To test for myself my desire, the genuineness of it. Prove to myself and to the people who are rooting for me that I'm the one who's gonna get through this and make it.

The line between success and failure is awfully thin. To this day, when someone says I had a wonderful career, I reply that I was lucky. And that's how I really feel. At the same time, I've been lucky, I haven't been discouraged.

I guess it's in your genes to be in the mood for that. I've got it 100% there, plus I threw myself into an environment where it's totally common when I was 18. An environment where only the strongest get ahead. The ones who really have it.

Maybe they've really been testing me all this time to see if I'm gonna make it. If I'm like a lot of other people who didn't bite long enough and didn't end up playing in the NHL when objectively they could have. Simply because they couldn't handle situations like sitting in the stands for ten games in a row.

I mean, I had a thunderous slap in the face at the start of my fourth season on the farm. Before that, we moved from Hershey to Philadelphia, where they built a new arena and put a brand new AHL club in the old one, called the Phantoms. My dream job was just 500 yards across the parking lot.

Billy Barber, our coach, told me at the end of the previous season to practice over the summer, that he'd build it on me. "I will play the **** out of you," he said, literally. With that said, he would give me the opportunity to win in all game situations so that the Flyers would finally take me up. Those five hundred yards across the parking lot were dwindling... And then the opening two games of the new season we played away didn't go so well. So before the first home game in Philadelphia Phantoms history, I waved to the stands from the bench in my suit as a healthy scratch.

That was a cruel humiliation for me.

But it was a Sunday game, whereas the next one wasn't until the following Friday. Over the week, I was back practicing on the elite line and Billy put me in the offensive line with Steven King. I scored a hat trick with him the first time and added two assists.

That's where it all broke down, and from that point on it was a beauty ride on my part.

Suddenly, it was like everything fell into place. It was like I had an advantage over the other young players because I've been playing farm ball since I was 18 and I had a two-year head start.

When they called me up, I had 95 points in 63 games. Thirty-two goals, sixty-three assists. I led the league in productivity.

I never went back to the farm from that point on. As they say overseas, I finally paid my dues.

I've paid my dues.

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March 5th is a date that will always remain in my heart.

On the fifth of March, Vivinka, our youngest daughter, was born. March 5th is the birth of Coco, our Maltese.

And on March 5th, 1997, I played my first NHL game.

On the fourth night, after our game on the farm, my coach told me I was playing for the Flyers the next day against New Jersey. I didn't have to go to the morning skate, they were gonna move my stuff. I'd just come in.

So I came. I opened the door to that big, beautiful booth and entered the world I'd wanted to be a part of for so long.

I was rummaging through my hockey sticks in the rack and noticed the lineup written on the board.

Let me see where they put me.

I'm coming up from the bottom, looking around the fourth line, but no Prospal anywhere.

I don't know if this whole thing was just... Dude!

Suddenly, I'm written in between LeClair and Renberg on the first line. In place of the injured Eric Lindros, team captain and absolute superstar of his era.

I'm so hot. On the one hand, I was excited and determined to show what I had. On the other hand, I thought, "Don't **** anything up.

But whatever, just play your best.

I sat down in my seat where my jersey was waiting. I remember exactly the feeling when I first touched the hanger where the logo hung facing the booth. I slung it over my left shoulder, as I always had my whole career, started to get my sticks ready and watched what was going on around me. What routines the other guys were going through, how they were warming up, how they were reacting, how they were acting...

We lost that time 1:3, but even though I didn't score, it was probably not bad on my part. Coach Terry Murray put me on the ice for the final power play, which was a signal that I probably showed something.

My second game ended in defeat, 2-3 in Pittsburgh.

But I scored both of our goals.

We get back to Philly, I'm walking down the hallway at the rink to practice, and suddenly Eric Lindros. This mountain of flesh is coming right at me. I'm staring open-mouthed at him, and I'm amazed, and he says, "Congratulations. But don't ****, you're gonna lose me my job."

He smiled.

I look at him with a furrowed brow, I smile too, but I didn't know what to say to him.

I didn't lose his job anyway. Rather, I even got him on the power play when he came back. A guy who played junior hockey in Budějovice a few years back was suddenly figuring out how to pass to the MVP of the best league in the world.

I was scoring points, I was playing a lot, so I was getting comfortable and... relaxing.

I remember on my first flight to Pittsburgh, the guys around me were shuffling their cards around in their loafers while I sat with my arms on the armrests, my shirt buttoned up to my neck, laced up so tight I could barely breathe.

"Vinny, **** relax. Relax," Scotty Daniels, who was called Chief because of his Indian heritage, hollered at me.

I had tremendous respect for the environment I was in. I was careful not to stand out, to behave properly.

Cause if I did stupid things, I might get a stick through my back from Ron Hextall.

Seriously, the legends don't lie about him. He was really strict. I saw him rip a teammate who gave him a goal on his first shot with a blueline. Hexie went for the puck, timed it, and being the great shooter he was, even with a goalie stick, he hit the kid right on the head.

And nobody, including the ripped guy himself, said half a word.

In my very first season, we went all the way to the Stanley Cup Finals, which I took to mean at the time that I would have many more opportunities like that. I didn't quite understand why some of the older guys were crying when we didn't make it. I mean, we'll be back in the fall and we can get back on track...

I didn't know I'd never get another chance like this again.

Mostly, I also lived in the belief that I would play my whole career in Philadelphia. That's how I knew it from home. You didn't transfer here. Most of the guys played in one place their whole lives.

That's why I made my first trade during the upcoming season.

I was coming off a broken ankle, which cost me Nagano when I was part of the first announced roster, and then the January All-Star Game saw the trade of two high draft picks for Pat Faloon - Alexander Daigle from Ottawa. I was probably just sort of thrown into the mix. I broke my wrist during the previous playoffs, and now my ankle... I guess the Flyers thought I would continue to have injury problems. So they sent me away.

My early days with the Senators, it was one big struggle, but year after year I got better and proved to myself that I could play second center on a good NHL team. And thanks to a lot of excuses from experienced guys, I made the 2000 World Championship team and contributed to one of the pieces of the golden hat trick.

But it was being part of a successful championship that marked another major turning point in my career and ultimately in my life. The championships interfered with my established post-season schedule in such a way that I was not physically prepared enough, and it showed.

I played really bad.

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My father was a hockey player, too. You can find his name in the historical stats of Motor, but he played most of his career in Vimperk when the first league was there. I have the most memories of that time as a kid, running around the booth and the rink where he used to take me. Thanks to him, hockey has been in my blood since I was a kid. My dad was a rapist, but we had a fantastic friendship. He raised me to be a man who knew how to do his own thing.

It's been over 20 years since we've talked.

It started with him not biting, me outgrowing him hockey-wise, and at some point he became independent. And that I found a woman who stood firmly by my side.

He thought Monica was only marrying me because I had a lot of money, and he was showing it.

Her family was much better off financially than I was with my NHL paycheck.

But the main dispute started in the summer a year after the championship in St. Petersburg, when I didn't make the national team after a bad season. We already had a little Vinny at our cottage in Vrábč, and we talked about hockey with our parents, while my dad persistently put me down. Maybe it was just his way of building me up to be better, but Monča couldn't stand it anymore and stood up for me. She spoke up in the sense that my dad should support me, not just put me down all the time. We all had a fight.

Our relationship was getting very frayed, we started to drift apart, and that must have had an effect on what Mom experienced with Dad afterwards. He always liked a life of fun, alcohol and, unfortunately, women. But it's one thing to go out and have fun with your buddies, it's another to be rude, violent and have absolutely no respect for the people closest to you. There's no point in discussing it any further, it's even been in the papers once. Dad just did things a man shouldn't do to his wife.

Then he snitched on me and Monica for ten thousand bucks to the newspaper Blesk and finished it off by saying that I owed him seven and a half million for raising me to be such a hockey player.

What kind of dad lets that out of his mouth?

A lot of his friends have turned on him because of his behavior. Some of the ones that stayed tried to talk to me over the years, telling me how sorry he was that we weren't talking.

Yeah, I'm sorry, too. I know we both made mistakes and that he's just my dad and I practically lost him on the cusp of adulthood. We're getting older, my kids never got to know their grandpa. The only time he kept Vinny, he never even saw the girls. But that's the way it's gonna end, because I don't see a way back. There are times when I feel terribly sorry for the whole thing, but that's just the way life has turned out and I'll always stand my ground. Even with my emotional displays within hockey, I realize how much more conciliatory and thoughtful I am as I get older, some situations are just over the line.

In some cases, your parents divorce and you can continue to be close to both. But there has to be some respect, and in our case, that just disappeared. So when you add heart to rational explanations, the choice is simple.

No. Just no.

I'm convinced that, for all my understandable regrets, I'm doing the right thing, and I'm okay with that. And I'm reassured by my beautiful relationship with my mom.

And Monica, of course. I wouldn't be who I am without her. What we have together, what we've been through and what we're going to go through, no one else could have given me. Monika gave herself to me unconditionally. No matter what, in a relationship, and especially in a relationship with a top athlete, one has to sacrifice for the benefit of the other. I wasn't always fully aware of that, I didn't always do the right thing, but the older I get, the more clear I am about it. Especially now, as a coach, I see how many guys don't have the support they need in their girls. All it takes is for them to have their first child or start living in the same household together and it completely derails them.

We also had to adjust certain things, it wasn't always rosy, but we learned to live together and most importantly, Monika always stood by me. In good moments and bad moments, in moments when I sacrificed my family for my hockey, she was always by my side and handled everything.

Just all those moves when we started all over again on the other side of America...

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I just needed it, to show joy. Emotions.

That's why when I tied the game at 4-4 in the third period against the Rangers, who had a fantastic lineup full of greats back in 2002, I pumped in euphoria in front of their bench.

The next inning I was joined by Matthew Barnaby, a guy who wasn't afraid to drop the gloves. We knew each other, he played with us in Tampa earlier that season before he was traded.

"Vinny, you do something like that again, disrespecting the New York Rangers and those proud guys sitting in that dugout, and I'm gonna smack you so hard you didn't see it coming."

I looked at him to see if he was kidding, but he was dead serious. And the older I got, the more I understood what he was up to.

At the same time, for me, goals were something that always sparked an eruption of enthusiasm. I used to scream like crazy every time. Perhaps only when I was losing by a big margin did I keep the celebration to myself in my head, but otherwise I let it out the way I felt.

And why not? You can never have too many goals.

I loved it when I passed to someone and they scored, when we asserted ourselves as a five-man unit, when we popped up on the bench to high-five the guys off the ice who had just scored, but I equally loved the feeling of being the one who moved the score. The important thing for me was the feeling that I helped the team and rewarded myself for the effort I put into hockey. For all the hard work that kept me at the NHL level and secured me a decent spot there.

I showed my joy after my goals with what I brought to the rink every day for my team. Energy. Passion. The appetite for the game.

I showed my love for the sport to my teammates and fans with every hoot and holler and jump after goals. My joy in the little things that went right.

It feels right. I mean, good humor works in your favor. It strengthens the people around you, it brings you together, it gives everything a boost. It takes you up a level. Joyful emotions are contagious. And if you infect enough people around you, everything gets better. The guys on the team love each other and want to have those moments again and again, that's what drives them.

Just keep it going. If it's not live, it doesn't have to be.

On the other hand, if somebody gets grumpy, two or three others will pick it up and it'll spread. That's wrong.

I've had a lot of bad sleep myself, dealt with some tough stuff in my personal life led by my parents' divorce, but hockey, for me, was an escape from it all. As soon as I stepped on the ice, I got sucked in and my problems were over for a while. I put them behind me and enjoyed my passion, my fun.

And that's how I've established myself as a leader over the years. I was able to shout it out, yell it out, encourage it even in training. As long as there weren't any wet chickens running around. Now, when I saw some of the teams in the league, when I saw the atmosphere in their training sessions, you could hear a pin drop, I thought, what the ****... These guys are young and they have a chance to be professional athletes. They've got a chance to be on the ice every day, so let them enjoy it, because one day it's gonna end. Oftentimes, they don't get to decide. Why is it that the people who enjoy it the most are the ones who just go out and play? I mean, we all grow up loving the sport... But it seems to me that for some people, that love fades away over time and they just need to either make a living or just cruise through life from one point to the next.

I think that's wrong. I think you have to live in the here and now and enjoy it.

By helping pass that passion on to my teammates, I helped my coaches and it was one of my roles that helped me stay in the NHL for so long. It's details like that that your bosses notice.

And that doesn't cost anything. Just being in the right place at the right time. The desire to get better and make an impact on the people around you.

Of course, to do that, I've been working on hockey stuff. I was a student of the game, watching the details of my teammates and opponents. How who plays the puck, how they shoot... Like Dave Andreychuk, our captain in Tampa. With all due credit to his career, he was a groper who barely crossed the court. But he lived in the forecheck. What went around the net, he had. He ran, he finished, he scrambled... I used to watch him do things like take a shot on the back boards in practice and bounce the puck from the first to the net. Or aiming for the goalie's concrete and going right for the rebound. I thought about those details and tried to incorporate them into my game.

I was so immersed in it that I gradually knew, for example, who in the NHL had both a stripped stick and its brand. Who has what kind of skates or gloves. That was ultimately what made me better, too, because it helped my peripheral vision, my split-second decision-making. In scrums, I could tell which stick was Vinny Lecavalier's, I could see through the clutter of bodies to where Marty St. Louis was skating because I recognized him by his skates.

I looked for every loophole, every little thing that could move me forward.

And some of them found me.

I can still remember a situation when I was a young beak for Ottawa and I stood on a faceoff against Mark Messier when he played for Vancouver. He was a tremendous player, a workhorse, and not for nothing is the individual award for the league's best leader named after him. Among other things, he won the Stanley Cup six times.

And against this Messier, I'm suddenly the one who's in tune. He sent a great pass across the zone to Näslund on the power play earlier, and he scored, so as we're standing up on the boards, I say to him, "Nice pass." Like he really did.

He just looked at me with his steady gaze. His facial expression hasn't changed at all. Not a millimeter. It's like he's saying, "**** you, who are you?" If he was some kind of softie, maybe he'd smile or say thank you and be happy that I appreciated him as an opposing player.

Messier's not. Messier was ready to roll over me.

At the time, I thought, what kind of dadhole doesn't even say thank you. It wasn't until time passed that I realized what he was doing then. That he was showing leadership just by not talking to his opponent.

John Tortorella, for example, forbade us to do that in Tampa.

And now the game against Buffalo, I'm on the left wing, Ales Kotalik is on the right. He started talking right away.

"Kotalik, I can't **** talk to you," I muttered through my closed mouth without looking at him. "Torts is eating off our lips, dude."

Today, Ales and I can laugh about it together, but even as a coach, I hate it when we come out of the locker room after a timeout, both teams circling the ice and the players talking to their opponents. Dude! People want to watch two teams going at it, cutting each other's throats off. Not a buddy-buddy shag.

So at least pretend you don't know each other! Take it seriously, show some respect for the game that feeds you.

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I'm not an advocate of change. I was willing to take a lower salary than I was offered elsewhere.

But damn it, I just couldn't turn this down. If I had a crystal ball back then, I honestly don't know if I would have made a 100% different decision anyway.

After my best season to that point, I became an unrestricted free agent in 2003 at the age of twenty-eight and could choose from offers from anyone in the league. My agent was presenting me with opportunities to make money elsewhere, and my eyes were crossing. Up until then, I was making a million and a half dollars a year, and suddenly I was on a whole other level. Still, my priority was to stay in Tampa, where I had developed a great position and Monica and I liked life there. We were also targeting a long-term contract because of our two kids, so we could at least have some security.

We started communicating with the Lightning, saying I wanted three million a year for five years.

General manager Jay Feaster offered two and a half for three years. When my agent and myself talked to him personally, he upped it to 2.75.

At the same time, I had an offer on the table from Anaheim, the last Stanley Cup finalist, for six and a half million the first year. And then four more years at 2.9. I got a call from Petr Sykora, and he told me to come over and we'd play together and it would be great. Same coach, Mike Babcock, said the team is great, strong, they're signing Sergei Fedorov and they're going to put me at center. And my wife's gonna love Orange County.

Still, if I was getting three million a year in Tampa, I'd let all that go, including the incredible signing bonus.

I just got to the point where Jay stopped communicating with my agent.

I got a call from Torts on the golf trip to Bechyna, which means he doesn't want to lose me. I let my whole flight go, saying I was going to miss the next holes, and I hung on the phone with him for a long time explaining the situation. And he's like, "Vinny, **** it, **** the money. How much do you want?"

I told him my idea, and he said it wasn't much in my situation. And I said, "If they give it to me, I'll turn Anaheim down.

Then I get a call from my agent saying that Jay brought in a player named Cory Stillman during the draft. A left wing for $2.5 million a year. "Hey, he took somebody else in your place," he tells me.

So I went to Anaheim.

There, the season went absolutely awry, my productivity dropped twenty-five points, we knew from Christmas that we weren't going to the playoffs, we got pinched by the Americans in the quarterfinals of the home World Cup shootout, and... And Tampa Bay won the Stanley Cup. The guys I spent the previous two years with.

Pavel Kubina, Martin Cibak and Basa Neckar drove this holy grail of hockey around their hometowns while I practiced my shot on the eighth hole.

I'm not gonna lie, the signing bonus on the bill wasn't a bad thing. Who gives you that kind of money? Plus, the NHL didn't get going in the fall, the lockout came, and after that all the players had to automatically cut twenty-four percent of their salaries down. So I'm down to the $2.5 million, and then Jay trades me back to Tampa.

He turned out to be a genius manager. He won the Stanley Cup without Prospal, who he got back for the money he originally offered.

Because it still pisses me off to this day how the whole thing turned out, I took him out for coffee after his career and asked him to explain why he didn't sign me at the time.

"Vinny," he tells me. "Your agent was a dick and I just didn't want to talk to him anymore."

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I met John Tortorella in early 1997, shortly before I was first called up to the Flyers. I was selected for the AHL All-Star Game, where he was the Rochester coach and led our selection.

He was already passionate as hell, which resulted in me coming back to Philly just as beat up as the other guys, getting elbowed in the mouth. There was no carnival game going on, Torts just wanted to win that exhibition, too. That speaks volumes about his passion.

When I asked to be traded to Ottawa after my crappy season in Ottawa, and I was no better in Florida, I was traded to Tampa, which Torts was already managing. I was brought in to fill in for Vinny Lecavalier, who was negotiating a contract and was in danger of missing the start of camp.

That's how it ended up, but only for two days. Now what about me? I wandered the roster and started the season at center on the fourth line.

At the same time, I liked what Torts set up from the first moment. I was back in great shape and could handle the left back-heavy workouts that he had insisted on. You can't touch the puck with him the first two days of camp. You're just knocking it around and he's watching you suffer. Literally.

That was his intention, it gave him pleasure to watch a player get exhausted and have to overcome the moment when he couldn't. He wanted to see how someone behaved when they had to hit rock bottom. Because that time comes later in the season in games, and that's how he finds out how somebody reacts.

He drives, he watches, he observes. He pretends to keep track of the times, but he doesn't give a **** about them in the finals. That's how he explained it to me, at least years later, in hindsight.

And I guess he was interested in me, so he tried to use me as much as he could. He'd put me on the power play, and as soon as someone got hurt, he'd move me up the lineup. Probably because of the way I took my situation - I didn't complain and gratefully accepted the position that came up, continued to keep my morale and enthusiasm for the game high in practice, and played through injuries - I fit his mold. The way I expressed myself was in line with his view of hockey, we found our way to each other pretty quickly.

Even though the first season didn't go so well, by the second season he made me an assistant captain and eventually put me with Vinny and Ruslan Fedotenko, with Marty St. Louis filling in. I went from someone who came in as a temporary patch to a top two player.

It was then that I addressed my departure to Anaheim and Torts stood up for me publicly. He said that he wanted the front office to keep me. That's the kind of words that make any player happy.

When I came back two years later, there were times when Torts was tougher on me. When he even choked me so hard that a couple of guys had to come to him and tell him to let me play more, that they needed me. He probably interpreted my character based on my flip-flop with the new contract to mean that I only cared about my own points and didn't care so much if we won or lost. That's why he stepped on my neck, to show me for who I really am.

And even then, I stood up to it. Even though I cried to my Monica at home sometimes.

Sometimes it was hell under Torts, yeah. But it made a difference, and the way he worked, it just worked for me. He knew how to push the right buttons in my brain to get the best out of me.

Torts is the best coach I've had in the NHL. Definitely.

His style is my own, and I want to present myself the same way in my coaching career. Even if it takes a lot of nerves and vocal cords. I'm a firm believer that players need to know that the coach is in it with them, that he's going into battle with them and doesn't care how it turns out. I myself didn't like coaches who just stood behind the bench and said nothing. I'd rather get a good scolding after every substitution, but at least I knew right away where I stood. I knew the coach was giving me feedback.

Torts' was pretty wild, too, but he just wanted to bring out some emotion in the players. He really appreciated it when someone spoke out against him.

I've seen him fight one of his players between periods. I wasn't surprised at all when he wanted to fight Bob Hartley from Calgary years ago as Vancouver's coach. That was just Torts as we all know him.

Even together we could fight like cattle, he wanted it that way. He'd **** with you till hell, but the next day he'd forget about it and move on. And he kept a strict separation between work and personal.

And that's evidenced by our story about the post-match interview and my subsequent exchange.

But... If it wasn't for Torts, there wouldn't have been 1100 games of Venci Prospal in the NHL.

I did come back to Tampa, but right after the first year of my contract, general manager Brian Lawton called me in, saying he couldn't have a player on his first two lines who wasn't going to score 20 goals a season.

I had nineteen that year.

A month later I found out I was being paid out of my contract. The free-agent market was already overbought, and suddenly I had no job at thirty-three.

That's when Torts saved my career. He was already the coach of the New York Rangers, and he reached out to me immediately. He knew exactly what kind of work I would do for him in the locker room and on the ice, he knew I wouldn't cost much money, and I didn't hesitate about his offer. I didn't think twice.

It wasn't until after I signed the contract that I had doubts...

I actually changed my whole summer training. At the end of the previous season, when I was looking to move on and sat down with our conditioning coach in Tampa, he told me I'd been training like I was training for a marathon all year.

He completely overhauled my plan. I went from the long bike rides I was used to to a completely different type of training. Dynamic, explosive speed exercises. I lost about eight pounds.

With no idea what it would do to me, I joined the Rangers camp, where Torts' killer appetites were again to be expected. The result? I came quicker, everything was easier... I was handling his workouts better than I ever had before.

I figured this was the way to stay in the NHL.

I came to the Rangers with no idea what my role would be. As long as I got a job. Then a month later, we're sitting in a team meeting before a game in Vancouver, and I'm watching Torts' assistant Jimmy Schoenfeld point a laser at me.

"Tonight's gonna be about you," he says.

Torts went into the season with only one assistant captain and said he'd watch how we performed before picking a second.

I became that guy. I'm still emotional about it now.

It wasn't even twenty games after I was bought out of Tampa that I became an assistant captain with the New York Rangers. The original six team, one of the founding clubs of the NHL. I'll never forget the day I saw that A stitched on my blue jersey and had the solidification that I had reached a position that many of the other great players I was playing with at the time hadn't reached.

It was a reward for what I was giving to hockey.

Everyone was already sitting in the training center booth in shorts, at the start of a well-deserved day off. After losing the Stanley Cup Finals 0-4 to Detroit in 1997, my first season in Philadelphia, and drinking for two days, we gathered for exit meetings with management.

Suddenly someone says, "We're still missing Rodie. Do you know where he is?"

The door leading out of the gym opened and in walked Rod Brind'Amour. In a completely sweaty shirt. On the third day of a long and challenging season, he had already had a workout.

That's also why he'd won the Cup at the end of his career in Carolina. Because he was a beast, a go-getter, doing his absolute best to succeed.

I don't dare compare myself to Rodio, if only because I didn't win the Cup as a player, but I know that I was also called a model professional after the NHL. In a lot of situations I've heard someone praise my character and coaching ethic, either directly or vicariously. And when I was coaching the Tampa Scorpions youth team a while back, I'm watching a tournament, and he's Jay Leach, my former coach from Hershey. He was scouting for his college team.

He's the one who left me out of the lineup for ten games on the farm that year.

I didn't hold it against him, I was glad to see him after all, he was my first coach in America. I introduced him to my son. Jay asked him all sorts of hockey questions before telling him in between talking: "If your dream is to play professionally, take a page from your dad's book. He **** wanted it."

"He had the **** will."

Yeah, that's what you want your kid to hear. A lot of things I'm trying to pass on to Vinny from my experience as a father, but I can't really tell him what a dude I was. That would sound stupid. But if someone who's had a chance to get to know me up close tells him about me, it warms his heart.

Besides, my will is still the same. I still have the same goal I've had all these years as a player.

I'll never forget watching the first game of the season after I returned to Tampa from Anaheim, the guys on the ice watched a flag commemorating the Stanley Cup win go up to the ceiling of the arena. The fanfare, the electrifying atmosphere, the entire arena goosebumps...

And me, Rob DiMaio and Switzerland's Timo Helbling stood on the sidelines because we just didn't win it with the others.

To this day, when I go to the stadium in Tampa and I see that banner under the roof, it hurts.

But it's still the same with me as it's been my whole life: I take it as motivation. It's a goal I'm always chasing.

That silver grail is still there in front of me somewhere, someone else deserves to win it every year, and my desire to be one of those who gets that privilege is still burning.

It's hot as ****.

If I didn't make it as a player, I'll go for it in another role. Until I'm done in the hockey world for good, I'm going to keep living for this dream.

I'm not giving up. I don't have a plan B.
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Torts is the best coach I've had in the NHL. Definitely.
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"Vinny, you do something like that again, disrespecting the New York Rangers and those proud guys sitting in that dugout, and I'm gonna smack you so hard you didn't see it coming."
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"Vinny," he tells me. "Your agent was a dick and I just didn't want to talk to him anymore."
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To this day, when I go to the stadium in Tampa and I see that banner under the roof, it hurts.

But it's still the same with me as it's been my whole life: I take it as motivation. It's a goal I'm always chasing.

That silver grail is still there in front of me somewhere, someone else deserves to win it every year, and my desire to be one of those who gets that privilege is still burning.

It's hot as ****.

If I didn't make it as a player, I'll go for it in another role. Until I'm done in the hockey world for good, I'm going to keep living for this dream.

I'm not giving up. I don't have a plan B.

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